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Friday Jan 18, 2008

Jan 18, 2008
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Maybe this is not the place for me to vent, but fuck it i need to write it down.
I lost my mum to cancer at the end of last year and i'm fucking sick of people around me that treat me like it never happened. Yeah every now and then i laugh with my friends and i can have a night out but that doesn't mean everything is back to normal, that i'm ok. They don't see me the other days of the week where everything is still fucked and i'm hurting.
I'm sure people treat you this way because it's easier for them, so they don't feel akward beening around you.
You'd be suprised about the amount of people that ask you how you're doing and don't listen for the answer - you get to learn a lot about people.

Anyway it's been a learning experience & fuck them.
blackcoffee:
Sorry to hear that.

My friend at work lost his Mum recently and the same thing happened. I couldn't believe it. A lot of people just don't know how to react, so they say nothing at all. Some didn't even write in the card.

Pretty lame.
Feb 3, 2008
lorybeth:
so i dont really know you so i dont have any place to even express my feelings. but just reading what you wrote i felt like i was reading something from me. my mom passed about a year and a half ago and i hate how ppl seem to act like youre supposed to be okay. and they think that just because some grandparent of theirs died that they know how you feel..and then everybody says that theyre there for you..but theyre not..its so fucked up..just wanted t let you know that i can kind of comprehend what youre saying..i felt a little comfort in your words, realizing that im not fucked up for still being upset about my mom being gone
Oct 2, 2008

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