citrus

i cut off my hair.
it's less than chin-length now.

how's about that?
it's very fun, and i feel like me again. silly how a little change can make a whole world feel better.

that's the only big news i have, really.

i'd thought about changing up my living situation but i'm still not really sure what i'm going to do. more thinking and little time to decide.

the wolf is coming in again next weekend. in the midst of a house and pet sitting spree for me. first i thought we'd be shacking up in one couple's space but then i remembered that another friend is going to paris that weekend, so i will call the couple's friend and alternate those days with him so that j and i will be in brooklyn for the weekend, or most of it, or something.

something something something.

my girl, sarah, and i are hanging around her space listening to her most recent mix of music celebrating the wonderful women we are.
we sit around some evenings, drinking wine and contemplating whether or not to buy tobacco products to pollute our lungs with. most of the time we cave in, but we get our little buzz on, and hug and kiss and smile and cry and ponder what our future could be and how much we love in this day.

it's a fabulous existence, guys and dolls,

what a beautiful winter to remember such things.
because no matter how far we go, some things remain the same...
most of them, actually - all that matters.

nothin's gonna change my world,
never tear us apart,
some day someone's gonna ask you a question you should say yes to,
i'm walking away...

p.s.
please email me your contact information again - phone numbers.
since i lost my phone, i have no way of reaching you once i'm in the dfw in a few weeks.
three weeks from now i will arrive and be around for approximately five days,
i'd like to see you.