citrus

living on bottled water with caffienated tea,
a sack of whole foods' trail mix,
vitamins that give me neon-yellow pee,
and a much-too-long to-do list.



woooo.
can't i just BLEED ALREADY!
geeesh.
the pre is worse the the during.
i want to throw things and be angry and then i want to curl up in someone's lap and be sweet.
crikey.
and so i just stay quiet instead and roll my eyes a lot.




~in the living years~