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I hate being a rebound. blackeyed

I finally went out with the guys and we ended up going to our usual bar. We ended up talking to these 2 girls that sat at the table next to us. I started talking more to one of them. Everything was going fine throughout the night. I miss that feeling of having and being with someone who you can...
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palcode:
forget about her bro!! she's just a bitch! blackeyed
pixiebelle:
Sounds like it was a pretty rough experience bu try not to be too disheartened. Take from that night the little joyful moments you so needed and look at it that it was a picker upper for a night. Sounds crap but it's better long term than seeing it as a completely bad experience. Good that she did tell you, even though a little too late.
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Hello everyone. smile

So I just got back from the shooting range. I went to get rid of some stress. You'd be surprised how much stress you can get rid of. lol I was there for a few hours.

I was using a 9mm Barreta and a Glock 40. I went through like 4 boxes of ammo. The weather made it better there with spring starting...
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cecilia_von_lust:


Sorry to hear things are bad at home, hang in there. smile yea, sometimes a change in scenery would be best, I hope things look up for you. Take care! miao!!
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O.k. so I've been trying to decide for a while on what to get...a chopper or a car. I'm leaning more towards the bike. It would be Harley of course. biggrin Either a Dyna Lowrider or a Dyna Streetbob.

As for a car I have no idea....any comments or suggestions?
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coley:
I think thats why I like working for one family and in there home.
(the whole "thankless" thing)
My boss thanks me everyday and calls me her angel,
because she honestly thinks that it was fate that she met me so I could take care of her children.
The kids are great and my boss is pretty rad too
BUT I dont really know about her fiance.
They say they want to keep me , but I'm still scared.
Poop.
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rowe:
Depends, what would the primary use of the car be? Price range? Any mountain driving? Can't make recommendations until we know what you like wink
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Man I love Pabst Blue Ribbon Beer. love

1 12 pack down 1 to go biggrin
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I can see why it's soo hard for people to keep working the graveyard shift at my work....
It's fucking hard to stay up all night blackeyed

So far it's not bad but it's mainly the hours. I have no life now because of it. I come home and sleep during the day and then I'm off again to work.

I haven't gone out in such...
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palcode:
want to make change of life with me?!....i'm always up at night so it would be easy to me smile
pixiebelle:
I have to admit I always found nights the easiets shifts as I'm a bit iof a night owl but the lack of normal social contact can be quite soul destroying.
It's still early days so I'm sure once your body starts to adjust you'll be able to start building a life outside of work again. It just takes a while.
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Hello everyone biggrin

I know it's been a while but I'm trying to get adjusted to my new schedule. Things are starting to get a bit easier at work. The one thing I learned to make time go by fast is to stay busy.

Luckily the boys I watch after aren't that bad...just one or two. I'm there in their dorm all night with them while...
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kaikai:
Thats the most adorable thing i've ever heard you say. I just wish i heard it from your lips. You're so adorable sweetie. I miss hearing from you.. I miss you.

<3Kai!
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Well today was my first day at The Children's Shelter. I felt so out of place there. Everyone's so professional looking. whatever

There's so much I have to learn in order to become a Childcare Provider. The chance to make a lot of money is there. There are good opportunities available.

It's really sad...what these kids have gone through. These are children that were abused, neglected...
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circa_1983:
YAY! We got the day off cuz the roads are too icy. biggrin

Thank you starstruk and pixiebelle smile
palcode:
keep bleeding, keep fading, keep searching, keep pushing on!!!!
this is for the hearts still beating.... wink



this is for you my friend!!!!

"Their days are over, our nights are there"
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Well let me start off by saying that I got the job at The Children's Shelter. biggrin I start on Monday with my training, which is gonna take 4 days. But it's all worth it.

But on another note I was witness to a drive-by.....more like a hit. That took place no more than a few feet away from me. skull

It took place outside a bank....
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rowe:
Gotta love what this world has become.. Full of gang and drug related violence... Yay frown
little15:
Wow, that's fucked up, it's good that you guys were alright.

Anyway, congrats on the new job kiss .
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Just figured I'd say hi to everyone...so HI! biggrin

I'm a little nervous because I have an interview @ 10 a.m. It's for a children's shelter. I'm gonna be working the graveyard shift. skull

I'm not so much nervous for the interview but the weight that comes along with the job and the kids. I mean these are kids that were given up for adoption or abused....
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little15:
Hope your interview went well kiss .
starstruk:
I hope the interview went well.. I think youd be great at the job..because you want to be great. Self motivation is a great thing.
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Oh man last night was sooo great. biggrin

I spent it with my boys drinking, playing pool and listening to some voodoo glow skulls, dementers, agnostic front and other punk and ska goodness. tongue

We went through 4 cases of Pabst Blue Ribbon. I haven't had that much fun in a long time, I really needed it. We ended up going to a 24 hr burger joint...
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little15:
Sounds like you had an awesome night!

Hope you have a merry Christmas!
pixiebelle:
You know it's a good night when someone puts Voodoo Glow Skulls on. biggrin
I miss my old mates that I used to go watch bands with and listen to some decent punk and ska. frown
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Well I finally got a job. biggrin It's not the best job but it's a job. I hate working fast food but ehhhh lol

Things are slowly getting better. I have been flexing my creative muscles and came up with a new theme for some stickers i wanna put up and maybe some wheat pasting.

Hopefully things will keep going the way they're going and everything...
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beckyjane:
Thank you for the birthday wishes, babe!
Congrats on the job!
sian_the_zombie:


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little15:
Awww, he's so cute! Hope your job hunt starts to go better.