So I leave for college tomorrow...I'm actually pretty damn terrified. I'm a huge homebody, you see, and thats a big difference and five hours away from everything I'm used to.
*sigh*
Part of me just wants to wimper and unpack all my shit, and another part of me is looking forward to it. Inner turmoil...my fav.
So my membership is ending on here soon...I don't...
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*sigh*
Part of me just wants to wimper and unpack all my shit, and another part of me is looking forward to it. Inner turmoil...my fav.
So my membership is ending on here soon...I don't...
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no body likes me
everybody hates me
guess ill go eat worms
i have no more moneys to spend freely so i have to leave for now
everybody hates me
guess ill go eat worms
i have no more moneys to spend freely so i have to leave for now
wretchedyouth:
of course not.. honey first time i saw you.. my you look beautiful... 
turn ung anger into art.. best results.. 
turn ung anger into art.. best results.. man...i leave for school soon
laa laaaaaa la!
NEW PROFILE PIC! It's really the same old one, but I messed with it a while ago and came out with something relatively cool.... I had taken some pictures tonight of me with my short hair and the blue and purple but they didn't show up well...so I will need to take more soon. Until then, however, there is me: technicolor
I...
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NEW PROFILE PIC! It's really the same old one, but I messed with it a while ago and came out with something relatively cool.... I had taken some pictures tonight of me with my short hair and the blue and purple but they didn't show up well...so I will need to take more soon. Until then, however, there is me: technicolor
I...
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cinnamonhips:
photos
oh shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
I miss Canada and Kyle and Nikki, these crazy twins, and Michael and his crazy bird and the way he threw bug spray cans into a fire with such grace and dignity.... *sigh*
I'm also sad that I'm going to have to leave my truck home when I go to school. You see, I love this truck, and I'm going to be seriosuly...
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I miss Canada and Kyle and Nikki, these crazy twins, and Michael and his crazy bird and the way he threw bug spray cans into a fire with such grace and dignity.... *sigh*
I'm also sad that I'm going to have to leave my truck home when I go to school. You see, I love this truck, and I'm going to be seriosuly...
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Lately I've been feeling like I could just up and walk away from every, with the exception of my parents.
I just feel like the desire to get away from everything I don't like or can't stand or don't want to have to deal with will over-ride every ounce of missing that person.
But then I'm too scared to actually go through with it. I...
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I just feel like the desire to get away from everything I don't like or can't stand or don't want to have to deal with will over-ride every ounce of missing that person.
But then I'm too scared to actually go through with it. I...
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throb:
I FEEL YOU.
I FEEL YOU.
This morning when I woke up, something happened to my neck..maybe a pulled muscle, but it made an actual noise....and now I can turn my head a little to the right, none to the left...i get look up or down and i cant raise my arms...im kind of freaked out and now is not a good time at all. I have to drive back and...
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bountyhunter:
You might have a pinched nerve.
My Great Grandmother died last night. They were putting in a pace maker and she made it fine during the surgery but had a massive heart attack right afterward, still on the table. I'm going to miss her. She was amazing.
impysh78:
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Much love sent your way.
user209834982:
aww, im sorry about your grandma.
and yes i did wave. then immedaitely felt very dumb for doing so.
[Edited on Aug 05, 2004 2:48PM]
and yes i did wave. then immedaitely felt very dumb for doing so.
[Edited on Aug 05, 2004 2:48PM]
Today was an eventful day. I got the photos back from vacation that I took in an abandoned cabin (that was overlooking a lake we had to hike to) and they turned out well. I dyed parts of my hair again, and while doing so, fried some green tomatoes. YUM!!! 
Steve and I took Mako and Cricket (our rats) to the vet because Mako was...
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Steve and I took Mako and Cricket (our rats) to the vet because Mako was...
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user209834982:
eat & park. he was there with..dan i think his name is.
we talked about sg. and people we both know. and your hair
we talked about sg. and people we both know. and your hair
user209834982:
hey, i think i just saw you in cranberry with your boyfriend... if so, you are so adorable! you're pocket-sized!
I'mback from Canada. It was an awesome trip, but I sick the whole time... I caught some really decent fish and hung with all of my old friends. I really really enjoyed it!!! We laughed so much, I'm really going to miss all of them....
I'm learning to drive a stick. This has been going on for about 2 years now. But I learned more tonight and actually managed to start a couple times and make it smooth. GO ME! If I stall once, I get really pissed and then kind of spastic and it all goes down hill...which is why I'm two years into this and still not able...
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you may be terrified, but i think the hardest thing is just to decide to go away to college. so since you've already done that, the rest will all get much much easier. so you've nothing to be terrified of. really.