I've lost almost 55 lbs. in the last 6 months or so.
I feel happier, healthier and so much more emotionally secure in myself. I've taken a new lease on life. I have a lot of great ideas in my head and a brand new year to put them to use in.
One thing I am most grateful for right now in my life is my decision to reconcile with my mom.
She is the souce of so many of my own problems. I have ran away from trying to be her my whole life. Recently my life kind of hit rock bottom and I realized that I had become her. I had to look inside myself to find out what happened. I didn't like what I saw inside and it is forcing me to work on changing myself.
In the process it has made me forgive my mom, whom I have never ever had a relationship with. I was born hating her. It really feels good to release all that hate...
I feel happier, healthier and so much more emotionally secure in myself. I've taken a new lease on life. I have a lot of great ideas in my head and a brand new year to put them to use in.
One thing I am most grateful for right now in my life is my decision to reconcile with my mom.
She is the souce of so many of my own problems. I have ran away from trying to be her my whole life. Recently my life kind of hit rock bottom and I realized that I had become her. I had to look inside myself to find out what happened. I didn't like what I saw inside and it is forcing me to work on changing myself.
In the process it has made me forgive my mom, whom I have never ever had a relationship with. I was born hating her. It really feels good to release all that hate...
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I miss you lady! I need to make a trip to San Diego to see you
Congratulations on the awesome weight loss. It's exhilerating to have lost so much isn't it?
I hope that things only get better for you and your relationship with your mom this next year. I also wanted to tell you that I think you are absolutely gorgeous!!!
<3
Blossom