broken is not the word...
angry is not the word...
tired is not the word...
pained is not he word...
there are no fucking words...
I have never felt more of a complete fuck-up in my entire life! To think my mental health history would cause me this many problems... ugh! I knew I'd be interrogated at immigration, I knew they'd question me endlessly... but I never for one moment thought they would deny me entry to Canada...
And then to be locked up in a cell for 6hours like a fucking criminal, degraded, humiliated, and thoroughly heart-broken...
And I couldn't even see him... he was 40feet away from me through a wall, and they wouldn't let me see him...
So now I'm home again... I went all the way to Canada and back in a day... and to top it all off, they sent me home to Manchester... cos that's SOOOOO close to my home on the south coast, isn't it?!?!
I cannot begin to describe how this has made me feel, there really are no words to explain how much this hurts...
angry is not the word...
tired is not the word...
pained is not he word...
there are no fucking words...
I have never felt more of a complete fuck-up in my entire life! To think my mental health history would cause me this many problems... ugh! I knew I'd be interrogated at immigration, I knew they'd question me endlessly... but I never for one moment thought they would deny me entry to Canada...
And then to be locked up in a cell for 6hours like a fucking criminal, degraded, humiliated, and thoroughly heart-broken...
And I couldn't even see him... he was 40feet away from me through a wall, and they wouldn't let me see him...
So now I'm home again... I went all the way to Canada and back in a day... and to top it all off, they sent me home to Manchester... cos that's SOOOOO close to my home on the south coast, isn't it?!?!
I cannot begin to describe how this has made me feel, there really are no words to explain how much this hurts...
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