cindi_slaughter

i am gunna get real hip on losing some weight and gettin back into shape
ive never been so overwieght in my life!
i think i can hide it good sometimes, especially in pics but ive been feeling real shitty lately
and some things just make it so much worse
i love it when i see people i havent seen in a while (girl from high school, doctors office receptionist) and they say, "my you've gained weight kaci"
fuck you!
who do these people think they are?

makes me so angry
and i would never let them know that
but when i walk away it breaks me up
and i wish i had taught them some fucking manners or to have some respect but whatever
thats not even the point
the point is im ready to really start making some changes
i've been very lazy the last couple years
im completely inactive
i over eat and eat really fatty foods
i think just cutting out the sugar and cokes will help alot
even if i dont lose that much weight i just want to feel better about myself
and i think this is the perfect time to start
its just starting to be pleasant outside and i feel good outside
this is great because i wont walk/jog/run/step outside during the summer because its so goddamn hot and humid and miserable in houston
and i'm reflective white and would have a sunburn in the time it would take you to read this
seriously
i could get a sunburn in the winter/fall too but i could wear sunscreen and still be comfortable outside
im so happy its fall
and today is october 1st
and i absolutley love october!
its my month
im coming up with all kinds of halloween tricks and treats to keep me busy and happy
i bought a jello brain mold yesterday
it turned out great!
very life like!
and tasty!
im going to buy a george foreman grill tomarrow too because i've always wanted one!
im also gooing to buy lots of healthy food stuff just for me!
yay!
goodnight