Work at the new job is going Great!
I think I will really like it, it would be almost impossible to fuck up.
Ultimate frisbee tonight.
When did I become such a jock?
Stephen is being sweeter to me. I still don't know how serious this can really get with out him having any real perspective for the future. I suppose going so slow is a good thing. I should not be so insecure about it. I'm just used to people falling for me, like, instantlyif they are going to.
eh, he was a late bloomer anyway though.
But I'm ready for so many things that I don't think he will even think about for a long time.
GAH, how is it possible for this to work?
Am I just wasting time?
Worrywart.
ahhhh, Ativan.
Here is a really horrible picture of me with him.
I look like a turtle.
I think I will really like it, it would be almost impossible to fuck up.
Ultimate frisbee tonight.
When did I become such a jock?
Stephen is being sweeter to me. I still don't know how serious this can really get with out him having any real perspective for the future. I suppose going so slow is a good thing. I should not be so insecure about it. I'm just used to people falling for me, like, instantlyif they are going to.
eh, he was a late bloomer anyway though.
But I'm ready for so many things that I don't think he will even think about for a long time.
GAH, how is it possible for this to work?
Am I just wasting time?
Worrywart.
ahhhh, Ativan.
Here is a really horrible picture of me with him.
I look like a turtle.
I hope you have fun with ultimate Frisbee.
What things are you ready for that he is not ready for? don't say those kinds of things, this may be the best thing to ever happen to you, he may treat you like the queen you are. I mean come on you two look like you are in love in that photo.