Cigno hopeful is my wife, and I have neglected her for far to long. She is a wonderful blossoming woman who everyone on this site has the pleasure to interact with and I have been so jealous and insecure that I have held her back. Her appearance may constantly change but the one thing that never does is her undying love and support for the people around her. I have been with her for 5 years and witnessed first hand her transformation from ugly duckling to the gorgeous swan she is now. I have also attempted to slow that transformation because of my archaic upbringing and what can only be described as emotional terror. We love each other endlessly I have no doubt about this, but people can only be pushed so far. She just shot a huge set for Inked, which she worked very hard to get and deserves, once again I wasn't there, she needed me and I was nowhere to be found. The other end of a phone can only provide so much support. Now it seems we are separating, that is really hard to write, I am at the mercy of the woman I love with every fiber in my body because I wasn't supportive, kind, or even caring. I am writing this in hopes that the community she has chosen to be a part of will now take care of her. The depths Cigno is willing to go to for the people she cares about is unmatched. Oh and turn her pink for christs sake look at her she is a complete bombshell.
