cielo279

lost alot of friends chasing after this girl i thought i loved. maybe i kinda do. but even if im so perfect... im not her perfect guy. sucks. cuz it feels like ive invested time money and pushed everyone away. just feels like a waste. even if its happened before. it still hurts the same. just got back from paintball. cleared my head, poured alcohol on my wounds to feel pain other than thoughts of remorse. everything happens for a reason right...