Excuse me for a moment, my friends. Tis time to vent.
I told you I was willing to listen what you had to say, but I made it clear that I hadn't forgiven you. I aslo made it clear that it was up to you to salvage our 10 year friendship. I'm open to it, but you have to do the work. You're the one that fucked up.
Don't leave me wait for a week without any contact at all. That shows me how important our friendship really is to you.
Don't finally text me at 3 AM and ask if I wanna talk, if you don't have the balls to actually talk about what matters.
Don't tell me that you didn't bring up what we needed to talk about because things were cool. I was being cool with you because you supposedly came over to talk. I was trying to make it easier on you. I'm not sure why I was protecting you. You didn't protect me when I needed it the most. God, I'm a fucking sap.
Don't tell me that everything willl be okay between us eventually, "just not right now". I remember when we used to say, that no matter what, things would always ultimately be okay between us, too. Unfortunately, I said that assuming you wouldn't betray me like you did. Really, don't apply that to this situation. You'll be disappointed.
Don't wait to make things right. You don't have alot of time. When I take off June 15th, I'm leaving everything negative behind. At this point, it's looking like that will include you.
I told you I was willing to listen what you had to say, but I made it clear that I hadn't forgiven you. I aslo made it clear that it was up to you to salvage our 10 year friendship. I'm open to it, but you have to do the work. You're the one that fucked up.
Don't leave me wait for a week without any contact at all. That shows me how important our friendship really is to you.
Don't finally text me at 3 AM and ask if I wanna talk, if you don't have the balls to actually talk about what matters.
Don't tell me that you didn't bring up what we needed to talk about because things were cool. I was being cool with you because you supposedly came over to talk. I was trying to make it easier on you. I'm not sure why I was protecting you. You didn't protect me when I needed it the most. God, I'm a fucking sap.
Don't tell me that everything willl be okay between us eventually, "just not right now". I remember when we used to say, that no matter what, things would always ultimately be okay between us, too. Unfortunately, I said that assuming you wouldn't betray me like you did. Really, don't apply that to this situation. You'll be disappointed.
Don't wait to make things right. You don't have alot of time. When I take off June 15th, I'm leaving everything negative behind. At this point, it's looking like that will include you.
Anyways, *big hugs*