cicatrix

Life changes, moves on, hopefully towards progression and not it's inversive twin.
Life is good...or I believe it is meant to be if that attitude is adopted and grasped with every ounce of strength.
Time is the intangible opponent and the days drift towards weeks and months. Suddenly it's been years since
I've done anything for myself, though having a child, graduating from college, getting married, watching my husband go to prison...these things take up space in the intangible. Some of those things above should've been for me....sad that none were.
Can't believe therapy is the way out of the dark tunnel that is the past...but if not what else? It has taken so long to give up drugs and the love of despair. Alcoholism as well...my bitter friend I leave you and walk away.
Like my husband, leaving that relationship is probably the biggest positive step I've taken in years. Woo and a Hoo for me.
Having a kid gives life so much more meaning and there is such a need to be the best person possible for him. Spent so many years searching for a reason, a reason to stop circling the drain and either let go or climb out. I believe the latter is where I'm headed. So, yeah. Hello again.