ciao

there..updated with the ones she edited...there are a lot more..but those two will do.
i was not really looking forward to that shoot..but oh well it turned out to be fun..glad i have him back in my life..as a friend that is..he is single girls..go for it..he might break your heart though haha

sorry for my last emo fucking blog..holy shit that so was not me

glad to be my old self...happy as can be..

im a pirate again though..which totally sucks..aka..i got that infection back in my eye..here come the eyepatch..argggg...and surgery on wednesday..wish me luck if i dont post again before then

i realized what was making me so sad..just didnt know what to do about it..i wish him the best of luck in life...i was so caught up in the moment i didnt realize how down i was getting..i have never liked the feeling of not feeling good enough and thats all i was feeling..he is a good guy though..and he treated me well..just not what i needed in my life..

im soooooo excited to be my old self..happy as hell..and not letting anything bring me down

the artaid preview party was fun yesterday..got to meet the owner of the salon id love to work at after school..he thought i was the cutest thing ever..and i was eating it up...vip pass to art aid on saturday after i go shopping with my little redneck =]

life is good

oh and if you want a laugh here..
heidi is a girl i work with..brian is my boss

heidi: I KNEW THIS SONG WAS COMING ON NEXT! that makes me telepathic!
brian: umm telepathic is when you can send thoughts or receive them...
knowing what was coming on would make you psychic..but now youre just stupid
hahahahaha