ciao

yesterday was a good day

i hate waking up at 3 am to be able to make it to work on time..especially on saturdays..i need a new job..right now..and it needs to be in wichita instead of an hour away. stupid stupid job..ive been trying to get fired so i can sit on my ass and get unemployment..no luck there..ughhhh

i think all my exs need to fall off the face of the earth..i dont know what makes them think i care about what they are doing anymore..but apparently they have the need to find me and tell me..just leave me the fuck alone damnit.

my life is so good..i have really amazing people in my life..im still weeding out a few others..sometimes i feel like i dont deserve the amazing people in my life..when did my life do a 360 and i ended up happy? goodness i fucking love this feeling..

back to san fran on friday to be with my boo...theres so much i could say right here..but im not going to..for reasons that are very personal to me.. haha