I'm back for a month.
But bad news.
Thursday morning last week my mother was killed in an motorcycle accident. The last few days have been almost to hard to bare. I'm staying as strong as I can for my dad I have to be I know he is a wreck but isnt showing it. To break it down fast. My mom was on her way to work and went to get paper work from a storage locker he job owned. And so guy in a dumptruck drove past his roads turnoff. He says he looked into his review mirror and said he didnt see anyone. So he backed up well you can figure the rest out from that.
Tonight was the viewing. It was painful I have no energy right now. I dont know how I will make it through the funeral tomorrow morning. Tonight I saw hundreds of people whom I didnt know people my moms worked with for many years. Many of my high school teachers came into visit as well as friends from pee-wee baseball and up through highschool. My pap came up from Texas for the services. I havent seen him in almost 8 years.
Biggest help through this all would have to be from my Uncle Dan,Don,Sam they are paying for the funeral in its entirety. Til me and my dad can get on our feet. He is unemployed and I am just out of school so I dont have a job yet.
The worst thing about the whole thing is no one told us about the accident. Thursday morning around 10:30 my moms job called and said she didnt come into work. Me and my dad were freaking out and went out to look for my mom. We thought she drove her bike off the road and was in some ditch cause she always said she saw deer when she went to work in the morning. No luck so we went into the local police. They didnt know anything and gave us the state polices number. Those fuckers put my dad on hold then hung up on him. We drove out towards work then we saw it. Pulled up to a guy directing traffic and asked if there was a purple bike involved and he told us to pull of to the side of the road. Then the cop there came over and the county corner. then they gave us the news.
Thursday I was a complete wreck and still and for the most part. I just dont show it when people are around. I will be honest im crying while writing this but its helping me grieve in my own way. So thank you to whom ever may read this. I appreciate it.
But bad news.
Thursday morning last week my mother was killed in an motorcycle accident. The last few days have been almost to hard to bare. I'm staying as strong as I can for my dad I have to be I know he is a wreck but isnt showing it. To break it down fast. My mom was on her way to work and went to get paper work from a storage locker he job owned. And so guy in a dumptruck drove past his roads turnoff. He says he looked into his review mirror and said he didnt see anyone. So he backed up well you can figure the rest out from that.
Tonight was the viewing. It was painful I have no energy right now. I dont know how I will make it through the funeral tomorrow morning. Tonight I saw hundreds of people whom I didnt know people my moms worked with for many years. Many of my high school teachers came into visit as well as friends from pee-wee baseball and up through highschool. My pap came up from Texas for the services. I havent seen him in almost 8 years.
Biggest help through this all would have to be from my Uncle Dan,Don,Sam they are paying for the funeral in its entirety. Til me and my dad can get on our feet. He is unemployed and I am just out of school so I dont have a job yet.
The worst thing about the whole thing is no one told us about the accident. Thursday morning around 10:30 my moms job called and said she didnt come into work. Me and my dad were freaking out and went out to look for my mom. We thought she drove her bike off the road and was in some ditch cause she always said she saw deer when she went to work in the morning. No luck so we went into the local police. They didnt know anything and gave us the state polices number. Those fuckers put my dad on hold then hung up on him. We drove out towards work then we saw it. Pulled up to a guy directing traffic and asked if there was a purple bike involved and he told us to pull of to the side of the road. Then the cop there came over and the county corner. then they gave us the news.
Thursday I was a complete wreck and still and for the most part. I just dont show it when people are around. I will be honest im crying while writing this but its helping me grieve in my own way. So thank you to whom ever may read this. I appreciate it.
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priest_:
Holy crap man. Condolences. That's gotta be the worst shock in life. I know you're going through a lot. Try to stay strong. Best wishes.
tubaart:
Wow man, so sorry to hear that. You and your dad are in my thoughts. Be strong.