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Hello, guys & dolls!

I hope you're doing well.
As for me, I can't complain. Yay!

I was supposed to write a very long, very well thought-out blog the other day & just as I was getting ready to save it to work on it the next morning, I hit the wrong keys & POOF! it was gone. So so so... I'm here to write one just out of the blue.

So, lately, I haven't been feeling as pretty as I usually do . I don't mean to sound like a mamona (conceited) either, but every woman should feel pretty & I just don't feel it. At all. I've let my brows go to shit. I've been eating nothing but cakes, donuts & other junk . I haven't painted my nails. I haven't really worn makeup . I'm barely even showering, to be honest . Eww, right? I've been trying to think of some way to get myself out of this funk because if I stay like this for too long, I could get too comfortable & just let myself go . I don't want that. No one does.

I decided to take a long, hot shower to make myself feel better & to think about things. I thought about what I could do to get back into my mode. I used the soap to make a very thick lather & I got myself all squeaky clean .







When I got out of the shower, I was looking thru my old pictures on my phone & I came across some of me with bright, red hair . I really gotta say that I miss it. It was called Luscious Raspberries . I mean, I like my black hair because my eye colour pops & all that , but I loved how dramatic the red looked! I just miss it so much. I loved it so much .






Then again, I still love my black hair. Maybe these silver streaks need to go. My hair breaks because of them anyway. Ugh. I just don't know what to do .

This week, I plan on going to get my brows threaded , I'll have my sister the cosmetologist do my nails so that I look firme & then I'll go out & buy my self some cute, tiny lingerie to lounge around in . Something lacey. Something tight. Maybe even white. Something that hugs my curves just right. I might need new heels to go with it. Thick platform heels. Mmm. I'm turning myself on here! Hahaha!

Well, my dears, I gotta get going . I need to start working on myself. Don't wanna feel unsexy .
I'll post more pictures in a later blog.
I promise .
I love you all!