I have no high spirits today. I have, however, figured out a way to not go insane. And that is to just let life happen. If I meet a beautiful girl while walking down the street, that's the card life deals to me. If I meet a beautiful girl while falling to the back of the airplane as it crashes to Earth, that's just the card life has delt me. I think the worlds problem is that it complains too much. I used to be part of that problem. I say we elect a new strategy; Silence. Everyone needs to just shut the fuck up and get what's coming to them. If you work your ass off you are always going to fall before you reach your goal right? Well that's what we're told anyway. But what if everytime we fall someone just tells up to get up and keep trying, only for you to get hit again and again. You keep trying, and that's great, but what if what you keep trying for is never supposed to happen? I spent years trying for things only to fail over and over. You can be optimistic and say I learned a lot, but for the most part, it made me feel like crap with no reward in the end. If you have a better recipe for life then start your mixing I guess, but all I wanted to say was just live, don't just try to live. Don't fight it, just let it happen. It hurts a lot less if you ignore it and let your mind slip away into a daydream. As your hotel room burns to the ground you have two choices: You can fight your way through bodies, smoke and flame down 79 flights of stairs or you can listen to the pipes explode like fireworks and just smile and know that you have a room with a view. A view of the great distruction.
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