chrysea

Ok, either I have completely snapped or I am on to something. I feel like I am on the verge of this life altering epiphany that I just can't reach the whole thing through.

This is what happens when I am left alone by myself, though. I start to think things I shouldn't be thinking. I start to create and mold ideas that shouldn't be there...

I just need someone to listen, and I don't have that anymore. I lost my friends, and am left with people who just are there.

Anyway, to my possible epiphany that isn't complete yet...Something is asque. The world...there is something wrong with it in the reality sense. Possibly like this isn't reality. Like none of this exists and it is all in my head. Where I think my fantasy world is in my head, but this is the real fantasy world. Perhaps it isn't as complex as that, but something feels like it has been altered to fit into this reality that shouldn't be here. And that is causing cosmic chaos or something...If I could only complete this thought and grasp the missing pieces and figure out what it is.

No, I'm not on drugs...Just losing my sanity...heh

~C~