Ok, well I haven't been on in a real long time, so I cancelled my account today. If anyone misses me or wants to look me up or something feel free to contact me on my myspace. www.myspace.com/chrysea
<3,
~C~
<3,
~C~
Emotionally, I am in a better place today. I tried taking it day by day, but with my mom's advice, realized I have to take it every 5 minutes by every 5 minutes. And, this 5 minutes I am feeling peaceful.
(so everyone isn't confused...John had a female friend he almost dated, but she moved to Las Vegas. Well, she decided to move back, and...
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(so everyone isn't confused...John had a female friend he almost dated, but she moved to Las Vegas. Well, she decided to move back, and...
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jasond:
Glad to hear that things are marginally improving. Vacation and a new job sound like a good start. I hope things continue to stay looking up.
minecreeper:
what games you be playing aye?
havok735:
Nice pics!
Gratz on the BF!
Gratz on the BF!
jasond:
I know we haven't talked in forever, but I thought I'd say you look great. Have you lost weight?
Congrats on the guy. I hope you're happy.
Congrats on the guy. I hope you're happy.
The new layout is interesting. I kinda like it.
I feel so sick to my stomach right now. Just because I feel so stressed out. I hope I'm not getting an ulcer, because it kind of hurts in my stomach right now as well. I try to fix things and do what I should do, but doing what I should do only makes me feel...
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I feel so sick to my stomach right now. Just because I feel so stressed out. I hope I'm not getting an ulcer, because it kind of hurts in my stomach right now as well. I try to fix things and do what I should do, but doing what I should do only makes me feel...
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beryn:
Being stressed is never fun, i do feel for you 
Hang in there. Losing friends sucks too, i've lost a few but none very recently
Hang in there. Losing friends sucks too, i've lost a few but none very recently
chrysea:
Binxi pictures
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voiddragon:
Kitties are good 
demonaxe:
attack of the 50ft kitten
I had this really crazy dream last night. I dreamt that I was at this rich peoples house and I was this kind of psychologist type doctor and I was there to help the little girl.
I don't recall what all was wrong with her, but they had her on 3 different pills and they were 3 different colors. 1 was green, 1 was red,...
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I don't recall what all was wrong with her, but they had her on 3 different pills and they were 3 different colors. 1 was green, 1 was red,...
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tubaart:
Wild! 
tubaart:
Hmmm... I don't think I know you well enough yet. My loss.
Still would love to shoot with you sometime.
Still would love to shoot with you sometime.
So I've been on my own for almost a week. At first I was doing ok, but I don't think I am adjusting well just yet.
I'm lonely. I've never lived alone before, and I have no company.
I applied to adopt a kitten the other day. They are still reviewing my application. It is a rescue kitten. I hope they let me adopt 1....
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I'm lonely. I've never lived alone before, and I have no company.
I applied to adopt a kitten the other day. They are still reviewing my application. It is a rescue kitten. I hope they let me adopt 1....
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andrewkryptonite:
meh, until you see ozzy as a whale i think you're fine. As per the gameshow thing if i had time i'd probably be doing the same, sad part is i'm actually pretty good at jeopardy.
darqyn:
What were the whales doing?
I deleted this entry because I didn't want to start some kind of issue. Thank you for those that read it and commented. I do appreciate them. Heh, I apologize for my selfesteem issue.
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havok735:
You know that just because some people think that some other types of women are amazing looking, remember a lot of us think woman like you are amazing looking too...
tubaart:
Well, ok. But I still mean it about the shoot -- that would be awesome! 
Where do you draw the line between assuming something and coming to the conclusion of it?!
I'm awake now because something someone is doing to me is eating away at me. I know it shouldn't, but it is 1 of those things that creeps up on your every now and again.
I made some mistakes with an individual, but instead of him being upfront and...
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I'm awake now because something someone is doing to me is eating away at me. I know it shouldn't, but it is 1 of those things that creeps up on your every now and again.
I made some mistakes with an individual, but instead of him being upfront and...
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havok735:
You need to just go out and find some new people. Get away from that boy since I am sure it is the same one you have been having problems with all along. You keep letting him lead you on when he is just using you as a safety blanket in case his next girl doesn't work out.
Also, if you ever did anything to ever hurt him he will hang that over your head as something to lead you on more. Trust me, none of thise things are in a good relationship and once they enter most likely it is better off to leave and find someone who you can really trust...
Also, if you ever did anything to ever hurt him he will hang that over your head as something to lead you on more. Trust me, none of thise things are in a good relationship and once they enter most likely it is better off to leave and find someone who you can really trust...
andrewkryptonite:
Whether or not at some point he turns around and becomes your "friend" again. Right now he's being an asshole. So even if you aren't sure he's ignoring you completly don't assume he is, just don't care. Walk away from this it looks like it will only get worse.