Updates to this morning's:
quick note:
I can not seem to get my life back on schedule.
- My job is gaining more steam and momentum, and I still can't get started enough in the morning to keep up with it. the change is happening soon, and It feels like I might be losing the job before the change happens.
- I promised myself I'd be moved out by the end of this month. How much progress has been made there? None. Go me! Moving will be the #1 good thing that can possibly happen, I've come to that conclusion a while ago, so why the hell haven't i done anything about it?
Evening Edit: I actually just called a few places I was looking at and scheduled some time to meet and check out the apartment. Luckily for me they will be around for the weekend, because my weekdays are unpredictable.
"Hey man, work's been busy, with 9 to 11 hour days, you're tired!"
Bull fucking shit. I don't care if I'm tired. If I change my daily environment (new place, away from the family) everything will change immensly.
I have to sort my head out and get my life on track! Arg.
Crap, I have to get to work. have a good one everyone
Evening edit: Work was not bad at all. There was a shitload to do, but i forced myself to leave at 5:30 (the time we're supposed to leave) instead of leaving at 6:30 or 7 or 8 like I usually do.
It's not like I LOVE working there so much, I'm just not great at the job I have, and it takes me longer to get it done. Actaully, it's more like the job is very difficult, and I'm not as skilled as the last guy who did the job. requires a lot of mental notes, multitasking, and time budgeting, which I'm not good at.
Me thinks I will forego jerkin off tonight and do something more productive. (Not that Jerkin off is a waste of time, I enjoy me some jerkin off.)
Current iTunes song: Attak/Reload KMFDM
quick note:
I can not seem to get my life back on schedule.
- My job is gaining more steam and momentum, and I still can't get started enough in the morning to keep up with it. the change is happening soon, and It feels like I might be losing the job before the change happens.
- I promised myself I'd be moved out by the end of this month. How much progress has been made there? None. Go me! Moving will be the #1 good thing that can possibly happen, I've come to that conclusion a while ago, so why the hell haven't i done anything about it?
Evening Edit: I actually just called a few places I was looking at and scheduled some time to meet and check out the apartment. Luckily for me they will be around for the weekend, because my weekdays are unpredictable.
"Hey man, work's been busy, with 9 to 11 hour days, you're tired!"
Bull fucking shit. I don't care if I'm tired. If I change my daily environment (new place, away from the family) everything will change immensly.
I have to sort my head out and get my life on track! Arg.
Crap, I have to get to work. have a good one everyone
Evening edit: Work was not bad at all. There was a shitload to do, but i forced myself to leave at 5:30 (the time we're supposed to leave) instead of leaving at 6:30 or 7 or 8 like I usually do.
It's not like I LOVE working there so much, I'm just not great at the job I have, and it takes me longer to get it done. Actaully, it's more like the job is very difficult, and I'm not as skilled as the last guy who did the job. requires a lot of mental notes, multitasking, and time budgeting, which I'm not good at.
Me thinks I will forego jerkin off tonight and do something more productive. (Not that Jerkin off is a waste of time, I enjoy me some jerkin off.)
Current iTunes song: Attak/Reload KMFDM