i just dont know anymore.
every time i try to plan something or get something done it gets fucked up. i have no excuse for why things just dont work right now, but i cant seem to have any luck these days.
old friends, either i have grown and they still play the same games we played 6 years ago or i have gone back in time. an old friend has made several apperances lately, somehow he is exactly the same person spinning the same lies. i dont believe in the three years i have not spoken to him he has not learned that all the effort he puts into avoiding the truth could be better pointed at better relationships. maybe ive had enough of all the bullshit but im shocked at how old his game is.
enough rant here comes the good. my birthday was good. the two week celebration a little excessive but spurred some creative new ideas. i have been enjoying my life lately all the negative is somehow not bothering me right now. how why i dont know but i welcome this pleasure.
every time i try to plan something or get something done it gets fucked up. i have no excuse for why things just dont work right now, but i cant seem to have any luck these days.
old friends, either i have grown and they still play the same games we played 6 years ago or i have gone back in time. an old friend has made several apperances lately, somehow he is exactly the same person spinning the same lies. i dont believe in the three years i have not spoken to him he has not learned that all the effort he puts into avoiding the truth could be better pointed at better relationships. maybe ive had enough of all the bullshit but im shocked at how old his game is.
enough rant here comes the good. my birthday was good. the two week celebration a little excessive but spurred some creative new ideas. i have been enjoying my life lately all the negative is somehow not bothering me right now. how why i dont know but i welcome this pleasure.