So, I'd like to apologize to everyone for not being on here more often.
BOTH of my computers went out. One lost a power supply, and my main computer's motherboard burnt up.
I'm able to get on to check this now, daily, at least but I'm horribly far behind... so, let's catch up everyone

Oh. Where do I start.
Today was enlightening, to say the least.
I have not painted a house in years. If you can even say that I ever have, save for bits and pieces here and there.
Let me just say this. I was not prepared. I am living proof that you can get latex interior paint in places you didn't even know exist on...
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Cannot sleep... mind racing, with nowhere to go.
Lost.. absent.. void.
I am not coherent. It does not make sense. I do not even know what I am trying to clarify.

Eyelids bring false joy. Tomorrow is here, yet it is farther away than I can reach.

Weary, I imagine myself, yet I cannot put myself in a place of rest.

This evening twists itself...
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So I've spent most of this week looking for a job.
Actually, I lied. I spent most of this week dicking around on the internet, wishing that I was looking for a job. Any suggestions on places to apply, that treat their workers well? This shit is disconcerting at best.

I have to break down every once in a while. Is it horrible to eat meat, if only once every few months? I just can't kick my cravings for In N Out Burger..

Starting to get sick.. and I am not sure why..
and it's one of those nights where I get randomly lonely for no apparent reason..
I don't understand it.. I am fine alone.... I was built to be alone. but it's unexplainable.

Finally had a good morning.
Irish Breakfast tea.. a good book.. a little bit of Warcraft. I'd have some pictures, but I still can't find my damned phone.

The only thing that could improve is finding a new job. ... Sigh.

Lost my phone.
Alarm clocks are my bane.
I have been nothing but horny all damned week.
Needs to be over....

I am fucking bored.

Someone shoot me, please.

Divorce is done. Just waiting to sign papers later on saying that it's not legal anymore. True love and I are together, finally.
Life is great.