chronas

There winds of 50+ miles an hour pelting the side of my house relentlessly, and I am thankful that I have nowhere to go today.
It's crunch time, unfortunately... as I have papers due literally for every course I am taking; most of which are 15+ page count... writing is serious business.
My struggle is getting started... how do I finally put down the toys...
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Everything is converging so beautifully at this moment, I can hardly believe it. I know, in due time (or immediately, who knows?) that all this perfection will crumble under the wake of my disillusion (and lack of any real effort) but hey, for now.. it appeases me... Bring it on, tomorrow, you beautiful day you.

Well, it's been a while. Not sure how long I have on my account. 'Sup, guys?

So, after much pain and suffering, I have finally managed to purge my body of the vile sickness that had befallen me. Coming down with a cold is utterly awful, when it only happens to you once every 3 or 4 years.

It seems to have come with some positive reinforcement, however, as I feel rather rested and alive once again... although...

Some part of...
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Worst.. cold/flu ever. Not sure what it is... but my throat and nostrils are raw.. blood in my mucus, and I get insanely bad head pains every time I cough (which is fucking always). I can barely breathe, and I don't really care to, as my throat hurts worse than it ever has.

Aside from no money to make it to urgent care (and my...
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So much to write about...
Sick as hell.. I think I have swine flu, to be perfectly honest. Must have gotten it in the airport on the way home from the holidays. Woke up this morning violently, couldn't breathe... face hurt... nostrils burning. Being sick blows donkeys.

Holiday vacation was good, though. Got to see all of my friends. Had a blast on new years....
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It's been a while. I've not been on SG often as of late, mainly to check my email and reply to those of you who have written. Things have calmed down a bit in my life, so I should be back on more often now.

And on a brighter note, I got another puppy. Yay. Her and her bigger brother are getting along well, and...
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There is nothing.
Absolutely no way for me to shake the thoughts of her from my mind.
Every moment.. every breath.. every pulse of what is left of my heart grieves for her touch.
And yet, vacancy is all I know. I dream of a time when I was engulfed by her tender soul.. and there is nothing I am able to do to replace...
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Life is precious. No matter what you believe, or don't believe in, everyone deserves a long, healthy time on this wonderful earth. Cherish it.

Grant me the strength to accept the things that I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.