I have returned!
I dunno why. probably desperation.
anyway, I'm back.
what have I been upto?
well I'm a full time photographer and photography technician at the college I qualified from. I'm loving it.
my life took a turn for the very worst a week ago when my love dumped me by text message. In one thoughtless move I was robbed of my home and my step kids and all my hopes and dreams vanished in a 10p SMS. There has been a lack of communication between us over the last few months, due to many things, work problems, problems with lack of work, depression and illness, but the catalyst was her affair with a married work collegue.
Life sucks doesn't it. those who know me realise that I have been up against the spectre of the married man with the gift of the gab and empty promises, and those who know me will remember I've lost each time, the girl has lost, and the married man is the only winner, usually back with his wife, or in one case, with the girl's best friend.
we have talked sine, my love and I. she knows I still love her, and the kids. and there may still be a way back. but for the moment, I'm moving on, new flat, tho I'm having to sell most of my possesions to get it. hell, I'd sell my soul to make my love happy.
I tried joining a swingers site, yet to see if anything comes of that. I might have a date next weekend, but doubt she'll get in contact with me! I went to see lapdancers last night, that was fun, I used to DJ in a lapdancing club, and it was a return home for me. thank you ladies, I had fun!
Just doesn't quite compare to a good burlesque show tho!
I dunno why. probably desperation.
anyway, I'm back.
what have I been upto?
well I'm a full time photographer and photography technician at the college I qualified from. I'm loving it.
my life took a turn for the very worst a week ago when my love dumped me by text message. In one thoughtless move I was robbed of my home and my step kids and all my hopes and dreams vanished in a 10p SMS. There has been a lack of communication between us over the last few months, due to many things, work problems, problems with lack of work, depression and illness, but the catalyst was her affair with a married work collegue.
Life sucks doesn't it. those who know me realise that I have been up against the spectre of the married man with the gift of the gab and empty promises, and those who know me will remember I've lost each time, the girl has lost, and the married man is the only winner, usually back with his wife, or in one case, with the girl's best friend.
we have talked sine, my love and I. she knows I still love her, and the kids. and there may still be a way back. but for the moment, I'm moving on, new flat, tho I'm having to sell most of my possesions to get it. hell, I'd sell my soul to make my love happy.
I tried joining a swingers site, yet to see if anything comes of that. I might have a date next weekend, but doubt she'll get in contact with me! I went to see lapdancers last night, that was fun, I used to DJ in a lapdancing club, and it was a return home for me. thank you ladies, I had fun!
Just doesn't quite compare to a good burlesque show tho!