So, apparently I haven't posted in a year. Exactly. I should probably get on that, seeing as part of my "websites I click whenever I get on a computer" routine is always SG first, then Facebook, then my BBC live feeds, then my student email. Funny, that's probably the way I would list them were I to put then in order of most important too. hah.
I've been up to my eyeballs in graduate work, but, my thesis proposal was approved, and now i'm writing a grant proposal so that I can get funding! This all makes me feel so grown up, even though my roommate is playing Dawn of War in the room next to me. I think I'm going to have to move out of this house before I really feel like I can grow up, it will be really hard I've been here since I moved out at barely 20 years old, which is now six years ago, gah!~ I'm 26, and I don't feel any closer to that traditional American dream than I did 10 years ago. I'm just better read.
I've been dating a girl now for basically a year, she's a saucy Puerto Rican who sells Audi, and for all intensive purposes she is the adult in the relationship. I'm just supportive, I think I'm at the, should I move in with her place, and it scares me because I've had girls live with me, three actually- but I've never left my house with my roommates to live with someone. I got this house because it was a family home, and as long as I pay all the bills its really the best deal I could find anywhere. Its really become my home at this point, and I know for me to feel like I've grown up, I have to leave this place behind me. I'm not going to lie though, I will miss the sound of those video games from across the hall.
The only thing that I think I want to do in life is travel. I don't want that dog/fence/car/job thing, I think that it's overrated. You'd think by 26 I'd probably have figured out if I wanted children too, I'm not sure I do. But, I'm not sure I don't. I'm just afraid of getting one just like me I suppose. God I was such a little monster! The eyeliner, combat boots, pot and Nine Inch Nails weren't the worst of it, I was a bully! me! Oh man if I could go back in time I would smack myself, I was such a little douche!
Although, I suppose I wouldn't be where I am if I hadn't been there. It's hard for me to buy destiny, you know? I've just done a bunch of crap and now I'm here.
Here is strange as fuck, but I feel at home.
My friend Ashley and I from a while ago, but, it was time there was a new picture here.
I've been up to my eyeballs in graduate work, but, my thesis proposal was approved, and now i'm writing a grant proposal so that I can get funding! This all makes me feel so grown up, even though my roommate is playing Dawn of War in the room next to me. I think I'm going to have to move out of this house before I really feel like I can grow up, it will be really hard I've been here since I moved out at barely 20 years old, which is now six years ago, gah!~ I'm 26, and I don't feel any closer to that traditional American dream than I did 10 years ago. I'm just better read.
I've been dating a girl now for basically a year, she's a saucy Puerto Rican who sells Audi, and for all intensive purposes she is the adult in the relationship. I'm just supportive, I think I'm at the, should I move in with her place, and it scares me because I've had girls live with me, three actually- but I've never left my house with my roommates to live with someone. I got this house because it was a family home, and as long as I pay all the bills its really the best deal I could find anywhere. Its really become my home at this point, and I know for me to feel like I've grown up, I have to leave this place behind me. I'm not going to lie though, I will miss the sound of those video games from across the hall.
The only thing that I think I want to do in life is travel. I don't want that dog/fence/car/job thing, I think that it's overrated. You'd think by 26 I'd probably have figured out if I wanted children too, I'm not sure I do. But, I'm not sure I don't. I'm just afraid of getting one just like me I suppose. God I was such a little monster! The eyeliner, combat boots, pot and Nine Inch Nails weren't the worst of it, I was a bully! me! Oh man if I could go back in time I would smack myself, I was such a little douche!
Although, I suppose I wouldn't be where I am if I hadn't been there. It's hard for me to buy destiny, you know? I've just done a bunch of crap and now I'm here.
Here is strange as fuck, but I feel at home.
My friend Ashley and I from a while ago, but, it was time there was a new picture here.
uva:
thanks!!!! 