christina

im really angry today.
just full of hate and anger.
makes me wanna drink shots and smoke cigarettes.
how that would help i dont know.

someone told lies about me and its stirred up all this stuff, broken friendships, left things dirty and grimy and delicate and full of fault.

i dont know if i want to be here anymore.
but i do,i work so hard on sets, and to be a worthwhile, interesting part of this website, but i dont know.

im so angry.
if it were a year ago id be cutting.
but its not.
so i wont.