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my dad is critical & unstable

i can never be moved by something petty or rediculous ever again

im 22
im not suppose to lose my father
a healthy man
the most important person in my life

really puts shit in perspective
I'd rather be naive & clueless then realize the severity of this situation

off to watch my father's lifeless body in a hospital...
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ck:
my heart goes out to you and your family
jamisunlee:
much sympathy to you sweetie!! if there's anything i can do for you, just name it.
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found a puppy in front of the hospital
trying to find her owner
we are calling her sydney
because she jumps around like a boxing kangaroo
she poops in my house a lot
but she's adorable
jamisunlee:
awww, puppies kick ass...not mine tho; i want to kick his ass mad


(not really, i love the lil asshole biggrin )
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This has been the worst month of my life

i'm dealing with this dui business
my boyfriend & I got in our worst fight of all time
my grandmother has colon cancer

ive been at the heart hospital all week with my father
His aeortic valve tore & the hospital didn't notice right away (they thought he had pneumonia) his lungs filled with fluid &...
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like i needed to watch more reality television

an old frien of mine is a finalist on america's next top model

There goes an hour of my Wednesday night

It's Jayla from Tucson
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I wanted to write about all this crazy sg business but I guess I don't really care anymore
I've always loved this site & wanted to be a part of it someday & I guess I still do

I really don't care
I do care about possibly losing both my jobs because they both require fingerprint cards & now that I'm a criminal they aren't...
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where are all the sg's going
i feel like im taking crazy pills

i want to continue but my head is throbbing

too much beer & too much wine
its been awhile

screaming babies should fix this
suicidesic:
Read conxuela's journal.....frown bad bad things are going on

I might not be around so long either
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I had my court today. Now I play the waiting game. I'll wait to talk to my public defender (which costs 150 dollars) & possibly get a lawyer if I fell the public defender can't help me. The fines have been raised for DUI so if im found guilty Ill be paying 1700 dollars in fines; not adding the fees of a lawyer & the...
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suicidesic:
I'm so sorry to hear about your DUI honestly it does suck, I guess it is just one of those things where you go, "this sucks bad right now but, it'll pass....and I will never do that again" blackeyed try not to worry too much, if it is at all possible. On a different note, I didn't notice that you liked UCB until just now.....only a few elite like them or even know about them for that matter. biggrin
ck:
i'm rooting for you. it's a terrible situation.

keep your head up smile
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Tomorrow is my court date. I'll receive a free public defender because I will plead not guilty tomorrow. Oh the joys of the legal system. My nerves have settled for now but I'm sure I'll be nervous enough to last a lifetime tomorrow. I wanted to write a lot today about things that don't involve my legal troubles, but I just don't have the energy....
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I was fingerprinted & photographed like a criminal today. I had to wait for an hour and a half to get it done & I missed one of my classes.
It was so embarrassing.
alidora:
you should ask suicidesic to do your photos. he is amaazing! best of luck to you!
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Everything was going so well....
...and now everything is complete shit...
I received a DUI on Wednesday for having a blood alcohol level of .09 ( the legal limit to drive is .08).
I feel like the biggest piece of trash.

A quick synapsis
(I guess this is a little more for me than anyone who may be reading this)
I worked 12-6, had school...
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ck:
ugh...that sucks. i'm sorry to hear about that.
suicidesic:
I think there isn't one person who hasn't done what you did....I know I've had like 4 beers in like a long time span and driven home no problem.....if I ever didn't think I was under the limit or impaired I never would have driven...I don't know, all of my friends have had DUI's except me but don't beat yourself up it's going to be hard but you'll be alright in the end...sorry it had to happen to someone who clearly wasn't in need of getting a citation for it bcuz I know there are a ton more people out there who are wasted and drive on 4th or euclid.