christar222

I didn't go to work today
and I didn't call in
and I didn't answer the phone when they called
I am an asshole
sometimes you have to be completely irresponsible for your sanity
they won't fire me
off to the hospital

my family is coming in from new york to see my dad

things are going so bad

I don't want to work ever
I just want to enjoy these beautiful days
and go shopping
I'm really into shopping right now

I had a pumking carving party last night
it was super fun
nothing is better than knives & beer

I've been working on my halloween costume to help lift my spirits.

I'm going to be Clementine from reno 911
it's coming together nicely

I went to 80's night last night
I finally got an ID card from the DMV
I havent gone out in like 3 months
i got soooo drunk
i am soooo hung over
2 hours until i have to go watch a shit ton of babies at work
sometimes I make bad decisions

i have to go back to my weekend job tomorrow...which sucks a ton...but Im out of sick & vacation time
nothing improves my mood like spending 32 hours of my weekend with 3 horrible developmentally disabled adults

I have strep throat. I have been on antibiotics for 2 days & I can still barely eat or talk. My throat hurts so f-ing bad!

I meet with my public defender tomorrow. Not exciting.

i think my tonsils need to come out

super spectacular friday night

im on the internet listening to damian rice
all by myself

went to a party...i left after 5 minutes...i just can't take people sometimes
it sucked because I walked there (i wont drive if im planning to drink )

i cant buy booze at safeway bc i dont have an id (bc of the DUI)

it could be worse
I could...
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I don't know why I keep logging on here when I don't have anything good to say

if on ly I could turn this into some form of therapy

I might have to drop my classes for the semester
I really don't want to do that