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thanks for your advice, i know it's true... sometimes one just can't help but look at the big picture though.

however, i am doing remarkably well. it's weird. it's as if i am in denial or something. like maybe the reality of the situation hasn't sunk in yet. or maybe i just don't care nearly as much as i thought. i don't know.

i guess only time will tell. i am glad for now that i am not falling apart though. i have actually had a remarkably good day, considering.

BUT THEN i watched the last 15 minutes of enterprise and it fucking blewwww. haha. time travel? nazis? fish alien nazis? come onnnn. hahaha.

WOW, long journal entry, cool answers to quesions.

great answers man.
Yeah, I should win an award for that.. hehe.

How are things holding up?

great! i hope you all enjoy.

Nice to see you give props to Sonny Sharrock!!
Do you know "Ask The Ages"?
Man, it's like I have to cancel all my appointments (like I have any!) for a week if I'm going to listen to that one.
It's devistatingly intense and so, sooo pure.

hehe, ahh the fun that paper routes bring I was always so tired as a kid, falling asleep all over the place at random times... makes you wonder if its worth it? I mean, I don't have a penny saved from when I did it, and now all I have is the in-ability to sleep in.

Hahaha...my credit card declined this morning. I had to switch my SG payment to the "don't use in case of emergency" card.

social importance of the 1:05? hmm... some think that would be a very short essay.

You are back! Yay! I missed you. hehe.
Thanks for the words. They were appreciated.. I didn't cry though. I'm not sure if thats a bad thing or not. It was definitely one of those on the edge of crying type moods...
By the way, I still think that picture of your kid in the Spidey suit is one of the coolest pictures ever.

hey, thanks for your words about my poems. its tough to put them out there sometimes, but i have so much of that stuff in me. i need some outlet and feedback is good

That's really the feeling I'm trying to re-capture too. It's hard though...It's been a trying last couple of years for me. The most difficult so far in my life. I need to re-connect with what made me who I was. I wish you the best finding that too.

The cd was Simon Diaz's "Tonadas"

spiderman spiderman.. does whatever a spider can. la la la just like that, stops bad guys with his hat.. la la la here comes the spiderman!!

wtf O!? chris being a backwards TANP is probably a compliment, since i am a jackass... now i will shine knowing that SHE recognized a backwards "me" tribute....

stop changing your profile pic... it's making me dizzy...

yes indeed, dizzy!

hey, thanks to you and that Hsker D t-shirt you were wearing the other night, i haven't been able to get Don't Want To Know If You Are Lonely out of my head... the video's stuck in there too!