Im staring at two cranes stretching up into a puffy industrial sky. Traffic is dead-stopped for miles in both directions. Im no one, going nowhere. The person beside me is no one too. He has a nondescript face and is vaguely redneck. He may or may not be smoking a cigarette. I glanced at him and lost interest before I glanced back to the two...
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new computer
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hotpockets:
Grat's on the shiny new box. Does it have lots of CPU and a GigaRAM? I keed I keed.
" I have to recommend Walter Kaufmann's "Existentialism From Dostoevsky to Sartre"." !! I'm reading that right now. (anyway, back to the philosophy phorum I go)
[Edited on May 01, 2004 4:03PM]
" I have to recommend Walter Kaufmann's "Existentialism From Dostoevsky to Sartre"." !! I'm reading that right now. (anyway, back to the philosophy phorum I go)
[Edited on May 01, 2004 4:03PM]
hotpockets:
Physics and Girls! 
It's not the most common combination, but as you know, there is a small probablilty of observing both physics+ and girl+ in the same object. But, most of the time, you'll get the reaction "Physics? I hated physics in highschool" or "Physics? Oh wow."
I dunno.
Yeah, I really need to read more Nietzsche, just because I've read some Kierkegaard, and that makes sense, but time to move on to the bermensch and Good and Evil.
"MAKES ME HAPPY: sobriety MAKES ME SAD: sobriety"
reminds me of:
My friend Aaron: "Alcohol is the cause of and solution to all of life's problems", and (drunk at the time) "You know what goes great with Vodka?" "No, what Aaron?" "More Vodka!"
It's not the most common combination, but as you know, there is a small probablilty of observing both physics+ and girl+ in the same object. But, most of the time, you'll get the reaction "Physics? I hated physics in highschool" or "Physics? Oh wow."
I dunno.
Yeah, I really need to read more Nietzsche, just because I've read some Kierkegaard, and that makes sense, but time to move on to the bermensch and Good and Evil.
"MAKES ME HAPPY: sobriety MAKES ME SAD: sobriety"
reminds me of:
My friend Aaron: "Alcohol is the cause of and solution to all of life's problems", and (drunk at the time) "You know what goes great with Vodka?" "No, what Aaron?" "More Vodka!"
Existence can be explained by pouring water through a sieve.
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mohollyweird:
deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
captknutz:
hey, sent you the second chapter have fun with it, not so sure you'll like that one based on your response with the first, but who knows. 
chaos=bad 
stability=good
stability=good
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chris_sick:
seeeeeee here.
we are in a dead zone. culture is fucked and anyone i know with one cell of creativity is bursting blood vessels out the eyes to create. create, create, create! we are bleeding creation from our eyes. are you? if so, share, along with all monies you've earned in the last year of taxable income. seeeeeee here is a not for profit organization. thank you for all kind words but donations are more important.
writen while listening to harmonic generator.
we are in a dead zone. culture is fucked and anyone i know with one cell of creativity is bursting blood vessels out the eyes to create. create, create, create! we are bleeding creation from our eyes. are you? if so, share, along with all monies you've earned in the last year of taxable income. seeeeeee here is a not for profit organization. thank you for all kind words but donations are more important.
writen while listening to harmonic generator.
chris_sick:
Fink for the Man is the kind of song god would write, if he had a band. I ventured.
Its worth it just for the scream. Kid added.
from the new draft, the line was so damn good i had to steal it from your lips the second you uttered it. thank you, if you're offended or anything i'll change it.
Its worth it just for the scream. Kid added.
from the new draft, the line was so damn good i had to steal it from your lips the second you uttered it. thank you, if you're offended or anything i'll change it.
Damn, that journal entry was soooo close to making a full year -- I was hoping to set a record among inactive active members (who should be more active), but my exhausted chattiness seems to have gotten the best of me. This here finds me in the middle of the new phase-shift chaos and loose ends that only uncertainty can manifest. Pick your wishes wisely...
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chris_sick:
well orginally after the first one my intention was to share first drafts of the chapters as they were written. now i'm wriitng it faster than i can post it and i don't thinkk i'll be able to share them one chapter at a time. so maybe when they're finished i'll email it out or post it somewhere. i want to publish a zine out of the story and sell it for like a dollar, no one online will be interested if i let them read the whole thing in serials. oh well, thanks for the interest and kind words.
punkinhead:
I for one am very glad to see you flip the ^&)#(*+)^*& page.
Hope this finds you well and good. That was an extremely strange dream.
Wan to see a wild journal entry? Check out my boy Zenhell
What are you reading? Are you writing anything?
take it light,
ph
Hope this finds you well and good. That was an extremely strange dream.
Wan to see a wild journal entry? Check out my boy Zenhell
What are you reading? Are you writing anything?
take it light,
ph
this is a blank like space. quantum reality doesn't
discriminate between virtual and real. an atom is an atom
is an atom.
discriminate between virtual and real. an atom is an atom
is an atom.
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punkinhead:
We need a shaved head pic post!
Hope this finds you well/ good. IM working on the first thing NOT a part of that series that I have been doing since we first spoke on line - its the pause that refreshes, hopefully.
Anyway, you take it light. You need to up your journal - what exactly the fuck is going on with you anyway??
peace,
ph
Hope this finds you well/ good. IM working on the first thing NOT a part of that series that I have been doing since we first spoke on line - its the pause that refreshes, hopefully.
Anyway, you take it light. You need to up your journal - what exactly the fuck is going on with you anyway??
peace,
ph
lolita:
ahhahhhahahahaha I love you steve!
I hear gay leprosy always starts with mustaches and go-tees, wierd huh?
shit you NEED to write me more, I miss you funny funny.
hey....is slumber party a real band?????
if so I am pissed I have been wanting to start a band called that for a while! ack!
I hear gay leprosy always starts with mustaches and go-tees, wierd huh?
shit you NEED to write me more, I miss you funny funny.
hey....is slumber party a real band?????
if so I am pissed I have been wanting to start a band called that for a while! ack!
hold on -- i need to re-check the math.
superfun.
punkinhead:
nothin but
Im going to be in Columbus over your birthday
be well,
ph
Im going to be in Columbus over your birthday
be well,
ph
lolita:
super duper
the true center's poetic crystal in the black ink midst of
the nighttime skyline.
the nighttime skyline.
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punkinhead:
do you wanna do anything for your birthday?
lolita:
Fran Drescher is me hero...
too much rain.
lolita:
Move to portland and you'l really know what too much rain is!
So, I read this after I got home from The Sunset Strip on Saturday, and, since then I haven't had the time to respond.
Whenever I read something like this, it makes me really happy. It makes me really happy when I or someone else notices the small stuff and makes it not so small. And, Steve, I think that you not only notice the small stuff, but you really do report it with such objective-subjectiveness (damn, I can't think of anything else to put it as, but that's what it is, you remove yourself, and then look at it through all perspectives, if you will).
Thanks.
Having read your stuff, I have hope again. Hope that I can write something again. I used to be knee deep in paper and pens.But now things just don't seem to come as easily.
Not even going back and re-reading some Jack has helped to pull me from these doldrums. But I think that maybe just maybe your May 1st entry will give me a creative goose.
And to Hotpockets, I must say: Thank you for the direct to Steves stuff. You've got a good eye.
Thanks,
Carlos