chrisisgod

I can never find the right words to say

So I keep silent

This is my sin

and what causes my heart to break.

"The road to hell is paved with good intentions"

But hell is home for monsters like us.

Smile, I have nothing better to lose.

I fear what will come to be.

Fight the future.

I've got all night and no where to go

Five smokes and have a bottle of jack.

Life is hell.

But hell is always fun.

I clearly lack motivation.

And a few other things. But it doesn't really matter.

But I'm happy...or at least not depresseed.

This is really just a quick illusion. It fits. And I enjoy it.

I don't want to give it up.

It hits me sometimes. It can be anything.

But its usually a song.

And when that is accompanied by a pretty face.

It's been months sent I kept the blog up day to day. Problems happened. Things break. So do people. It's funny I've spent so much time alone and hollow, I'm scared to feel anything else.

I barely left my room today.

I have...
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soon is still not here

soon i shall return

Arcadia--Fri and Sat at 8pm, Sunday at 2pm
CNU
Go see me

I know you want to.

cut throat

and

bloodied wrists

and still we consider it sweet.