I'm pissed at the whole great universe right now. I'm thirty-four years old and I still feel like a fucking teenager. And not in the good way.
How do I stop feeling like an outsider? Someone explain it to me. How do I finally start feeling like I belong in the presence of my fellow man, and woman? I have very few friends. 99% of the reason is because I don't follow up, and 99% of the reason for that is because I'm scared to death of wearing out my welcome. Why do I feel this way? What am I, fucking Count Dracula?
Seriously, this is high school bullshit, and I'm too old to be dealing with it. When you're my age you're supposed to be married and settled with your 1.5 children and your 9-5 lifestyle. This sort of angst is supposed to be a distant memory.
This should be my fucking avatar.
Fuck.
How do I stop feeling like an outsider? Someone explain it to me. How do I finally start feeling like I belong in the presence of my fellow man, and woman? I have very few friends. 99% of the reason is because I don't follow up, and 99% of the reason for that is because I'm scared to death of wearing out my welcome. Why do I feel this way? What am I, fucking Count Dracula?
Seriously, this is high school bullshit, and I'm too old to be dealing with it. When you're my age you're supposed to be married and settled with your 1.5 children and your 9-5 lifestyle. This sort of angst is supposed to be a distant memory.
This should be my fucking avatar.
Fuck.