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Fuck the TSA.

I've never been so charged up about something in my life.

This past general election woke up a sense of responsibility inside me. As responsibility as a human being, a member of society and most of all, a citizen of the United States of America. Yes, our country is a bit fucked up. It was that way to begin with. But sitting...
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I honestly don't know what I'm doing anymore.

I haven't been on here in a long ass time.

I believe it started because I had become terribly depressed with my photography. I hated it. The quality was poor, I was inconsistent, boring... I couldn't stand to visit the Photography group anymore because I was constant bombarded with top-notch work. Work that I felt I could...
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I'm not sure if it's depression or what, but I haven't cared for much lately. I'm sick of complaining about work. I'm sick about complaining about people. And I'm terribly sick of complaining about complaining. Lately all I've cared to think about is disappearing. Entirely. Although, I'd settle for moving somewhere far. A friend wants to move to San Francisco once she gets out of...
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Well it's been rather interesting (maybe just dull) since my last post.

I've started to loath my job again. I have no respect for my supervisor nor my boss. Their two-faced comments, shrill policies and lack of comprehending how we, the people doing the work, might feel about things.

Such as:
Talking about other employees, in our own department, in a way that undermines the...
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Fuck, You.

So tonight was interesting, to say the least.

Went with Peas to see Combichrist at Das Bunker, saw them a few nights ago with her at The Wiltern. Great group.

Anyway, as to be expected (though, still not wanted) drunk people started being stupid (or maybe just stupid people being... stupid), by jumping around into people and pushing everyone in one direction....
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I feel so so stupid about that night. I don't know what the hell compelled me to do it, but I wish I hadn't.

Live and learn I suppose... I'd just like to know when ill be learning.

And today just keeps getting better and better.

Edited for lack of intelligence.

Lets see lets see... whats new.

Started using Reason again. Sometimes I hate being capable of more than one creative outlet. I fell like the others will diminish. On the other hand, it's nice to have another way to be creative when unable to do the other thing.

Went to my first Club Suicide... pretty fun. My neck is killing me though. Thats what I...
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Nobel Prize, please.

I figured out what makes us Human: Stuff.

Stuff, things, clutter, tchotchkes, gewgaws, knickknacks, baubles, trinkets, toys and whatever else fits in this category.

We all (hopefully) know many animals make and use tools. Many animals build houses or at the very least small shelters.

We also all know (probably more than our own lives) that all animals mate. Some have, er,...
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