Live's a joke and it seems that the joke's on me. The floor under my feet is breaking away and the downward spiral goes on and on. It's a shame how selfish people can be who once were considered as friends...but on the other side, it shows you who your real friends are.
Soon I will be left alone in my flat...without cooker, refrigerator, only the few things that belong to me left...my mac, my books, my LP's and CD's, my DVD's, my Asia Carrera action figure, my clothes. I should leave as soon as possible, but don't realy know where. However, in one way or another I will handle it. I have to accept the fact that I will go the way I've been going for years - a losers walk on the road to nowhere. No, better the way of a bastard son of a loaded gun on the highway to hell. Yeah, baby, sounds good to me.
I'm drinking every nite since a week and a half. It makes me forget a bit of that shit...and brought an old love back: whiskey. I could drink whiskey every day, I guess. But tomorrow's school again, so I shouldn't.
It looks as if it starts to rain soon. I wouldn't care about getting wet - if it's raining in your head you don't care about the rain outside. But as a wise man said: wearing a hat might be helpful.
Soon I will be left alone in my flat...without cooker, refrigerator, only the few things that belong to me left...my mac, my books, my LP's and CD's, my DVD's, my Asia Carrera action figure, my clothes. I should leave as soon as possible, but don't realy know where. However, in one way or another I will handle it. I have to accept the fact that I will go the way I've been going for years - a losers walk on the road to nowhere. No, better the way of a bastard son of a loaded gun on the highway to hell. Yeah, baby, sounds good to me.
I'm drinking every nite since a week and a half. It makes me forget a bit of that shit...and brought an old love back: whiskey. I could drink whiskey every day, I guess. But tomorrow's school again, so I shouldn't.
It looks as if it starts to rain soon. I wouldn't care about getting wet - if it's raining in your head you don't care about the rain outside. But as a wise man said: wearing a hat might be helpful.
You can take control of your life and direct it the way you always wanted it to be.
Try to take what's happening to you as a new posibility.
I had to change my life in the past and was always for a better one, even if in the beggining i couldn't see it and was like jumping from a high rock in the dark.
By the way i'm looking forward to the Coppola's version of "on the road" too.
Hope i didn't bothered you too much with my mommy's advices.
Ciao