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Woo today was fun.

Started off kind of slow because I turn into a slug when it's hot outside. But eventually picked up.
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Got new glasses today!


Not the best picture but you know. It's only 2:04 AM and I've been out all night with friends.

There was a birthday party, and so many people. It gets a little difficult to socialize when you're me. I took a vow of silence and it's so interesting to see how people react. I believe in the power of words. And so I believe in the power of the absence of words as well. You learn a lot by just listening. You'd be surprised at what some people just want to get off of their chests.

But yeah! So I found another poem! Thought I'd share!

The throb in my chest,
a hole in my gut,
the wind through my head.

These things never
let up,
or show a hint
of a stop.

I hear words,
but they go
as quickly as they came.

No matter how many
times they are
repeated,
I remain as uninformed,
regardless of the knowledge
that I hold claim.

The winding roads,
a place I never go.

For however long
I stay, this
shall never be my home.

I'd search for my
missing parts,
but I know that
I'll come up short.

In the end, my
mind a wandering,
almost,
forget me not.

Your voice,
an echo,
so distant
yet clear.

A heartbeat
like a war drum,
is ringing in my ears.

The intrusion;
a lost particle
of my frame,
have I found
me feet again?

Or is this all
part of the game?

I take one step
forward,
and nine million
steps back.

To retrace my
history, and realize
all that it is
that I lack.

Hope it was alright!