chipper

I miss waking up and laying in the sun shine!

I miss compassion.

I miss feeling like I can take over the world.

I miss not shaking when I am scared.

I miss not crying when too many people touch me.

I miss sleeping.

I miss eating so many french fries I roll around saying my tummy hurts.

I miss the warm warm sun on my skin while I run.

I miss my puppy in my lap

I miss some one looking at me like I was worth wile.

I miss having a pretty face.

I miss going for days with out crying

I miss painting and art bits

I miss some one playing with my hair and telling me I am a good kid

I think I might give up soon
I think this all might be to much for my fucked little brain

I think I want to call my mom and go home and be taken care of for a long long time!

I wish I could lay in bed and let the world and all it's worries roll by. then I could be like sleeping beauty! that is what I want!