Hung out with my sister and 2 of her friends the other day. We had a great time, and I realized, "this is what it's like having friends". But I don't have friends in real life (besides my boyfriend, who is my best friend, but that's different from having girl friends). And that's depressing. I don't even know how I would have friends. I don't DO anything. I couldn't meet anyone. And my social anxiety is debilitating, so I guess I'm just fucked.