chibiemii

So..me and my bf of over 2 years just broke up.I'm not exactly sure how I feel.It was mutual.Lately I kind of just stopped caring...I stopped being in love I guess.I shed about 6 tears and that was it.I feel sad,confused,scared but I also feel relieved and I am eager to experience the rest of my life.I feel like we were holding eachother back in a way.Idk....I am sad....its just strange.I thought I wanted to marry him but I guess not.I feel so strange right now....ugh.