chibi_iris

i feel like ABSOLUTE crap. I don't know why... I think it's cause I worked from 9am-10pm today... And then I smoked a lot of cigarettes and the hooka at the hooka bar afterwards and drank a caramel latte (i'm allergic to high doses of caffeine and coffee.) But I know I physically feel like crap, but why do I feel like I have no purpose in life and also want to cry but at the same time feel nothing? I have issues. I need something that'll preoccupy my mind (work does that, but I can only work so much before exhausting myself.)