Today, I am thankful. I have been down lately and my anxiety has been creeping in and out, yet I was still able to get up, get ready, and participate in holiday traditions...even though none of us really celebrate Thanksgiving other than eating together..it was still a pretty big deal for me being around people. Luckily, it was a small group and I didn't have to leave the house, but it took me a couple hours to leave my bed. I'm still thankful for the people, no matter how far away they are, are there for me. Giving me words of encouragement or simply just talking to me when I need them.
I've been going to my new gym lately and I like it overall. It's mostly older people that keep to themselves and are there to actually work out and not talk to people...although I'm still thinking about making a "Don't talk to me, I'm working out" t-shirt. lmao
I have officially scheduled my breast augmentation for December 16th. This will be my first operation. Ever. I haven't even had my wisdom teeth pulled. The worst thing that's happened to me is I twisted my wrist when I was 5...and maybe got swimmer's ear once at camp. Sooo..this is kinda big. I will be going to approx 36D (I'm currently 34B). I will try to blog a little to update on progress.
I've been debating about moving/buying a house and have been "window" shopping..but shit is intimidating. Even though I know a couple relators, it's intimidating to commit and ask them to start looking for me. So I'm just taking it step by step and see where it leads.
For anyone that follows me on snapchat...you saw my acrylic nail failure. I got fake nails a couple of months ago and it was the worst thing I've ever done. It totally fucked me at work, so I had them removed..and it destroyed my natural nails. Well, they are finally getting healthier and I'm slowly reshaping them :) So I'm super excited about that!
Anywho, I hope everyone had a super mashed potato day and took time to appreciate even the little things in life <3
