Life is eh at the moment.
I love my job, but I'm scared I won't get hired on permanently after my 90 days are up. I've missed 5 days already with in 2 1/2 months. It's not my fault.
I think I need a new place to live in the very near future. I do not feel good about this.
I have lots of tension. I want a relationship, but the way my life's going right now, that would just end up a big messy pile of shit.
Plus, I'm just not heart ready yet. It's still very fucking sore and bruised. Will be for quite some time. But next time I see something in my life that seems perfect in every way, I'm fucking jumping for it. No more of this worrying and what if bullshit that messed it up last time.
I'm going to focus solely on my family, my job and my well being. Relationships, dating, its all at the bottom of the list of things that would be good for me right now.
So in conclusion.... Its time to become my inner slut again and get mine.
-Chi
I love my job, but I'm scared I won't get hired on permanently after my 90 days are up. I've missed 5 days already with in 2 1/2 months. It's not my fault.
I think I need a new place to live in the very near future. I do not feel good about this.
I have lots of tension. I want a relationship, but the way my life's going right now, that would just end up a big messy pile of shit.
Plus, I'm just not heart ready yet. It's still very fucking sore and bruised. Will be for quite some time. But next time I see something in my life that seems perfect in every way, I'm fucking jumping for it. No more of this worrying and what if bullshit that messed it up last time.
I'm going to focus solely on my family, my job and my well being. Relationships, dating, its all at the bottom of the list of things that would be good for me right now.
So in conclusion.... Its time to become my inner slut again and get mine.
-Chi
...in mah pants!
It's about time you look out for you though. Glad to see it happening.