chi

I bleached my hair last night. If anyone knows, bleaching hair while its alreayd dyed black = orange. Now ive done this many many times before and it never turns orange. But it is now calico. hehe. Striped bleach, blond, light brown, dark brown and bits of black. Doesnt look bad....doesnt look good. Only fault...I can fix it...just not till at least Friday night. Gotta give the hair some time to get its oils back and try to regain its healthyness. so yay! I get to go to work and explain to people..."it in the process...."

For some reason I felt the need to update. But I dont have much say.

I spoke with the moms and she has loaned me some money to help be get back on my feet. I feel like an ass, but she doent think of me any less for it. I promised her it was a loan, I am not borrowing this. I WILL pay her back. Just waiting till tomorrow for the mail.....

Register my car (expired tags since Nov.)
Dentist (going back next Wed)
A bit to the ER
New routers and breaks and break lamp on my car
Hopefully a Christmas tree. We need something for the kids. Anyone know how much they run?

Damn it...why is this manager at the Hemet store never at work!? I dont get it.

As of the new year, I am quiting smokeing. I need to. Im tired of smoking outside and smelling skinky. and god knows what my breath tastes/smells like. ew. I miss white teeth.


Christmas List:

1. a nice boy who will be there and not just for the ass, come to family functions, like being around my friends and 'kids', do lame stuff with me and see cheesy movies, buy me stupid shit just cause they saw it and thought of me. Im not an expensive girl...at all and Im eaisly ammused....and who will snuggle on the couch and watch tv, spoon while we go to sleep...well, untill we pass out and want our sides of the bed, hold my hand in public and kiss me just cause, hold me from behind when were standing in line, and tell me im cute when I wake up in the morning.

2. My cousins and family to live closer to me. Or at least be able to see them more often. Everyones so far away now.

3. To have a large family filled, present giving, drunken Chritsmas this year. Big tree, lights, decorations, the whole sha-bang.

4. adult footies. Perabley in a soft pink or black.

5. a full day of sex. yes, I said full. Wake up, sex...go OUT to breakfast...sex....OUT for lunch...maybe shopping or something lame....sex....eat dinner IN...sex....movie or something lame....sex....then sex and a bit more sex. What a lovely fucking day. (pun or no pun, you decided)

6. See Harry Potter

7. Subway, Portraits, Central Park and E. 100th Street from Bruce Davidson. -I have The Brooklyn Gang from my 18th b-day from my best friend. Which I believe is out of print now. I fucking love it.

8. Valley Girl on dvd....best movie e-v-e-r.

9. New Cannon manual focus camera. No digital, noting special...im a simple girl, im telling you.

10. New tattoo...yes please.

11. More Smashbox makeup, im almost out and I live by it.

12. Monchhichi stuffed doll *******


ok, I guess ill give the comp back to my friend. Since ya know, it is his and all....detials..I know.



fuck...my roomate just canceled our internet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!? I thought we werent doing that, shit. Now I have to call Verizon, since that cheaper and pay it myself. As I thought before, and now my computer is MINE and going back in my room. FUCK. and a damn it damn it.


-Chi