chewtoy81

depression is a sucky thing. it makes me feel even more alone than i am. i went to a party tonight and everyone was with sum1 or GOT sum1 or their numbers......not me. why is that , i just dont understand. everybody i knwo says im the greatest guy ad yet wome just dont care for me lol. im tired of being alone i just...
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ok so im looking to broaden my horizons as a reader and ive never read any poetry except for the golden tomes i speak to women to woo them hahahahahahahaha( i wish). so if anybody could reccomend any good poets or compilation books it wud be very much appreciated. thankee sai.

i dont know if its philosophy physics, or just my general outlook on life...
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ok so that date i went on was my last with her hahahahahahaha. i told her sumthing a cuple days later that sumone said about her and she thought i shud have stuck up for her. i did i told the dude not to say that about her he doenst knwo her, she wanted me to do more than that. im not fighting a dude...
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i finally went out on a date. i have never been on one of those dinner and a movie type deals. i just used to go to a bar with the girl and taht was it, but this was an actual date. it ended witha hug, im not used to that if u know what i mean. i was extremely nervous lol. this girl is...
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well i started getting womens phone numbers which is not my style. i never approach women but luckily my friends at work set shit up for me. unfortunately the women act like they r interested in me but i never hear from them or it just sort of tapers off. i think i might be to weird and goofy acting i dunno. but i cant...
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DEPRESSED !!!!!
HURT !!!!!
HEART STINGS !!!!!

so last night im on the the phone with my gf and she is drunk and she says "i fucked up". my immediate male thought was "u fucked another guy". it wasnt that but its kind of worse I THINK. she gets walked home everynight from work by this guy who waits outside and escorts her home. she...
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i dunno why but people in my life love putting me down. most of teh guys at work make fun of me for taking brazilian jiu-jitsu. im a sweet guy i do my job and i go above and beyond my job all teh time to help my coworkers out. im used to being made fun of anywayz but this just hurts me depper than...
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HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jumped on my frend pc reaaaaaaaal fucking quick to post this b4 he knows, he doesnt want anyone using it hahahaaha. love yall *SLOPPY DRUNK NEW YEAR KISS*

all im doin today is chillin out. had a bad sexually frustrating night last night hahahahaha. got home at 7 am woke up at 9 am and now im just layin in bed all day textin and typin. wow what an exciting birthday this is *shakes head* lol.