Wow im feeling much better than that last post. I mean that was depressing. It made me feel better to get it off my chest. I am feeling better now. I actully feel guilty for what I have done. Now i really want to quit and I will, but what concerns me now is, will I fall to temptation again if pushed to the point? Or will I remember the past and realize its not worth it. I hope its the later.
In other news I have to do soul searching. I have two possible job oppritunities, but each will cause me to take a huge risk. I have to decide whats more important. I know what I will gain
, but I also know what I will lose. 
In other news I have to do soul searching. I have two possible job oppritunities, but each will cause me to take a huge risk. I have to decide whats more important. I know what I will gain
, but I also know what I will lose.