cheshiretatts

Hey all... Its been a while since I wrote anything so I figured I'd give ya an update. This weekend was kinda a tuff one for me. Saturday night I went to a good friend's going away party. They are moving to the east coast so we had a major shindig, it was great... You know the kind of nights you wake up from the next morning (afternoon) going "did last night really happen or was that just a crazy dream?" Needless to say I did enough partying for everyone that night! Sunday night was hard though, I was finally on the recieving end of someone near and dear leaving and it fuckin hurt like all hell! I cried for the first time in like a year. I never really thought about how much it could effect someone when you leave, yeah it might suck but it suprised me how upsetting it really was. Who would have thought good ol Brittney tuff as nails would deep down be a big softy? I sure as hell didn't but it just goes to show you can't run from the things you feel because if you do they will fuckin blind-side you when your not lookin... Or its too late