cheshirecat

so its been about a month now and it seems to be getting better.....that is I am handling my ex situation a bit better woth her being across the street and all...........we share a business so I still see her and its really hard cause she is very distant. She want s a business association only which means no friends .....really only cause she is fucking someone else.........Someone please explain women to me???? This is really difficult for me still when I see her pull up with someone else.......my ego wants to say FUCK you and throw something at her and dump the biz ....then I rationalize and become a sentimental wimp ....geez its only ben a month but feels like an eternity.....mainly cause we were still hanging out after we split now its nothing. I know its all about time and that in the end we will be friends again but the time inbetween is the hardest its like being a junky,,,,and the worst part is that she knows it and
i cannot hide it. She acts so strange when she comes over like she is hiding part of herself under a blanket........and it feels so retarded having these mundane conversations as if looking to break the ice.......again its time as they say maybe in another month it will be better.