Two posts in one week?! Craziness! But I'm back on form largely due to being taken out on an awesome date. Just a shame it was by a mate! We had fun though, she tried to get me drunk, then tried to seduce me by dropping ice-cream down herself and not knowing where it went. Ok so it probably all sounds a little odd but...
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Oh dear I've started over-analyzing and it's left me bummed out. It's ridiculous really because I've got so much going on I don't have time to dwell on stuff I can't change, or people for that matter. I guess I'm just worried that I've made some bad choices, but even if I have I can't go back. Things have already changed too much.
Still struggling...
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Still struggling...
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stenno:
If you're on a committee don't forget to say 'we the committee' lots in a yorkshire twang! 
I thought you were gonna go for the job with the council for two years?
I thought you were gonna go for the job with the council for two years?
aesirr:
Jobs and skills are buggers, even my shitty job gave me something, granted one of those things was an understanding of the suicidal urge lol.
That does sound right, Ive been going out a lot compared to the old days. Been spending masses mainly on other people as I like my friends happy.
Oooh yoga sounds awesome, wouldn't do for me alas. I'm not that flexible.
My sitch with Rach is getting better I think, just got to take it steady. But for now I wish you luck with a Big Geoff Hug attached for all you need to be doing.
That does sound right, Ive been going out a lot compared to the old days. Been spending masses mainly on other people as I like my friends happy.
Oooh yoga sounds awesome, wouldn't do for me alas. I'm not that flexible.
My sitch with Rach is getting better I think, just got to take it steady. But for now I wish you luck with a Big Geoff Hug attached for all you need to be doing.
Funny how whenever I go to update I end up being lost for words - a very infrequent occurrence normally!
* Went to see Julia Biel in London last night and loved it. Only enjoyed the less cheery numbers of the support - dunno what that says about me!
* I've been advised to give up drunken texting for lent. Sounds like a good idea......
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* Went to see Julia Biel in London last night and loved it. Only enjoyed the less cheery numbers of the support - dunno what that says about me!
* I've been advised to give up drunken texting for lent. Sounds like a good idea......
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aesirr:
Sitting there grinning sounds fun so does the rest of the above.
I shall take the luck as I always need it. Rach is a complicated girl and I am just worried about ruining what I have with her.
I shall take the luck as I always need it. Rach is a complicated girl and I am just worried about ruining what I have with her.
Life is pretty awesome at the moment. Not perfect, but I'm trying to focus on the things I can change and not waste my time and energy getting too stressed out by stuff.
Recent highlights:
* Drinking too much red wine and having a blast
* Sweeney Todd, 'nuff said
* Hanging out in old Leicester haunts
* Loads of movie watching
* Book reading...
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Recent highlights:
* Drinking too much red wine and having a blast
* Sweeney Todd, 'nuff said
* Hanging out in old Leicester haunts
* Loads of movie watching
* Book reading...
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aesirr:
Its still a good update. I'm glad things are going well for you.
I shall find some time to make a proper update, but just thought I'd say things are rocking 
I'm making the most of things again and trying not to analyse things too much when they don't work out how I want them to, coz a lot of things have!
I'm making the most of things again and trying not to analyse things too much when they don't work out how I want them to, coz a lot of things have!
aesirr:
Now that is a very uncanny thing to say. I am so the same way. I over analyse things so much and get funny about them that I was referred to as being like Marvin the Paranoid Android.
So I'm gonna be one big fat clich with this update.
2007 ended with me being really rather disheartened. I felt let down by people I trusted and the teetering edge of optimism fell away rapidly. Most of my blogs got rather repetitively miserable which I hated, but in my defense if you were to meet me in person you wouldn't have been able to...
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2007 ended with me being really rather disheartened. I felt let down by people I trusted and the teetering edge of optimism fell away rapidly. Most of my blogs got rather repetitively miserable which I hated, but in my defense if you were to meet me in person you wouldn't have been able to...
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aesirr:
If you saw Alex you would understand. He looks like a poster boy for nerds everywhere. Almost a bigger geek than me and he is still only about 14. Just adding the ballet into the mix makes it strange.
I would have no problem going to the ballet at all, but it's not something I would probably do on my own.
I would have no problem going to the ballet at all, but it's not something I would probably do on my own.
aesirr:
Thanks, you need a hand give me a nod. I'm getting good at writing CV's and my Mum's a legend at it.
I've been staring at this page for a while... I think the only thing I can do is leave it blank.
Bleurgh I need to stop over-thinking EVERYTHING!
I need to cheer up and get my shit together.
And I need to re-start being more proactive.
Life seems so grey at the moment, I'm really not a winter person!
I'm gonna go make a nice big mug of hot chocolate and curl up and watch movies.
I need to cheer up and get my shit together.
And I need to re-start being more proactive.
Life seems so grey at the moment, I'm really not a winter person!
I'm gonna go make a nice big mug of hot chocolate and curl up and watch movies.
*Sigh*
Today was supposed to be so many things, instead... it was just rather glum. Thanks to not finding out my shifts to the last minute I wasn't able to get something sorted out to promote Amnesty's Greetings Card Campaign which I'd hoped to do today, it being Human Rights Day an' all.
So I knew I was going to go up to London to...
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Today was supposed to be so many things, instead... it was just rather glum. Thanks to not finding out my shifts to the last minute I wasn't able to get something sorted out to promote Amnesty's Greetings Card Campaign which I'd hoped to do today, it being Human Rights Day an' all.
So I knew I was going to go up to London to...
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timskin:
hey again, sorry to hear about your grandad, hope he gets well soon. x
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stenno:
If it makes you stop smoking then I'm all for ballet!!!
Sorry I didn't come out missy, Friday night and yesterday have taken it out of me
Sorry I didn't come out missy, Friday night and yesterday have taken it out of me
So, I've come to realise that I've built my walls up pretty high. I am petrified of getting close to anyone and yet I often feel lonely. I know it's not good for me to live like this but in my present situation to try and change things seems rather hopeless and therefore it's better to just carry on as I am. On the other...
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stenno:
Awwwww 
Break those walls down missy and open yourself up to people! If you never let people in then you're likely to pass by that special person! Have a good weekend
Break those walls down missy and open yourself up to people! If you never let people in then you're likely to pass by that special person! Have a good weekend
Didn't watch the game myself alas as I was out but I hear it was a bit of an odd one.
Enjoy the pampering and I think you were right in what you said, in all ways.