Saturday May 17, 2008

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* Really enjoying the new job, trying to get an invitation to a wine tasting I'm orgasnising! hehe

* Loving my dance classes - choregraphing a modern piece to Jacqus Loussier's version of Gymnopedies by Eric Satie.

* Been a little idealistic with amnesty plans but we're still working on things!

* Being kept very busy, too busy to spend much time on SG anymore....
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aesirr:
Well the work and dance stuff sounds awesome but please find more time for us, miss having you around as much!

Ah hot guys aren't all that, us interesting looking guys need to get more of a look in lol.

But definitely don't leave!

Thursday May 01, 2008

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Every time I sit down to try and update my blog my brain has just been freezing. So much going on in my head I dunno whether I'm coming or going. I guess I've just been getting so stressed out I feel numb to all around me which is a shame because some good things have been happening. Just the bad makes me forget the...
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aesirr:
Ooh new job and marketing no less. I'm impressed even if it is a short contract.

Hope the family are ok. Nasty business that but I'm sending my best wishes.

Nothing like new books, I want some more badly. As soon as i get this assignment done I can spend hours on A Darkness at Sethanon.

Tuesday Apr 15, 2008

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Why is it so hard to see what is in front of us?

So I know I over-think things and I can tie myself up in knots because of it but... My current spate of over-thinking has put me in a much better place. I'm more capable of not just appearing to grab life but actually feel everything too. Having a better idea of what...
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aesirr:
Nah not hussy like, just getting what you want out of life or some such.

Thanks, I realise it is a massive blog but it was a big trip off so I felt it needed commemorating lol.

I will start it this weekend, just paranoid about referencing and stuff as ever lol.
aesirr:
I just don't do it to be honest, as much from a lack of understanding it properly to the fact it doesn't gel with my writing style.

Wednesday Apr 09, 2008

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I've been a bit nostalgic with my choice of music recently; Sunna, Lucinda Williams and Jeff Buckley. I've also been doing some looking back and a dose of over thinking. Everything in moderation though. I don't want to be living in the past bit I need to try and learn from my mistakes.

So have I realised anything insightful? Kind of.

I've never really been...
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aesirr:
I did indeed have a great weekend.

Feet are pants, mine are getting even more calloused these days thanks to a shit pair of shoes that have cracked leather in them.

Need to buy some new ones this weekend.

stenno:
I bet you spend more on drink than you do on food missy! tongue

Monday Apr 07, 2008

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What to say, what to say... It's not as if I'm ever at a loss for words! Finding time to collect my thoughts properly has been kinda tricky so I'm gonna have to give a slightly blitzed update.

* Went to the ballet twice last week biggrin Saw Carlos Acosta (brilliant) and Sylvie Guillem (oh dear god so amazing breathtaking, the dance Two was just so...
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stenno:
Wow busy busy busy smile Hope your dad is ok smile *hugs*
aesirr:
Yeah I get that, sounds a good way of doing it really. You are right that you just have to put you first sometimes, hopefully I will do that more often.

I sure I will have a damn good time in Southampton, fun all round it shall be!

Monday Mar 24, 2008

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I went and stood outside this afternoon with my tongue stuck out trying to eat the falling snow. It's taking pleasure in the small things that seem to make all the difference to how I feel. I have to admit I do consider life to be a struggle, I don't imagine there will be an event of great happiness in the future. I'm not hugely...
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aesirr:
Awww, cute and cool pics.

I know full well what you mean about focussing on the positives. I've had a few negatives so I focus on the good, like the new models I have finished that look damn freaking awesome!

Hope all gets better for you, Super Geoff Hugs!
l_f:
You and your words are so beautiful!

Cheers,
Lord_Frous

Wednesday Mar 19, 2008

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This song came on in the car whilst I was driving home from yoga. Was kinda apt.

Go find a jukebox and see what a quarter will do
I don't wanna talk I just wanna go back to blue
Feed's me when I'm hungry and quenches my thirst
Loves me when I'm lonely and thinks of me first
Blue is the color of night
When...
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aesirr:
Awwww, Big Geoff Hug. I'm sure you will be fine. I know what you mean about the feeling of security though, even though i only got to experience it for a limited time it is an addictive and intoxicating feeling.
lorelei:
i love that song. i love lucinda.
thank you for your comment on my new set! xoxo

Monday Mar 17, 2008

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Well... I really don't like jury service! Got put on a rather unpleasant case, guy was guilty, but I still feel bad about it! Hard to think that people are capable of some horrible things at times. Naive and stupid I know, but there we go.

Friday didn't quite go to plan either... Had a visitor in the afternoon so didn't get to Rachelle's quite...
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aesirr:
Yes indeed, hopefully they always will be.

I really love chocolate cake but love it the most served hot with ice cream. Yum.
stenno:
I used to hark on about how I wanted to do jury service by hear in reality it mucks up peoples life sitting around, most people don't get called in, the rest get boring cases, and the odd few get gruesome cases.
So I think I'll avoid it as best I can smile
Hope you're well smile

Monday Mar 10, 2008

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Haven't really got time for a proper update so here's some stream of consciousness direct from me to you:

* I keep managing to sit on squeaky chairs at the moment, I shuffle my bum on the seat to get comfortable and they keeping squeaking! Or rather more worryingly, groaning shocked

* I've only ever truly hated one person in my whole life. Unfortunately it was...
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aesirr:
Yeah sounds a little iffy that. I treat all women well. Doesn't help when they screw me over later but I'm not going to give up being a nice guy because of it.
aesirr:
Well I can think of many ways but I'm paranoid and have a terrifying imagination. I'm sure it will be fine for you. Have fun.

Wednesday Mar 05, 2008

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Been trying to get closure on a few things without over-analyzing and I THINK I've got the balance about right. However things have turned out, a.k.a not how I've wanted, I know I've tried my best. Yes I've held back for a long time and listened to how things should be done. Well whatever, is all I can say to that! It's made me unhappy...
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aesirr:
Sounds about the same way I am with the girl. Not how I wanted, but I am going to live with the outcome and frankly not give two shits about it.

Food is teh awesome and tell your detractors so. You do need a new job it has to be said, ouch. DAily SOS calls sound a bit odd, but hey whatever floats his boat.

Have fun.
aesirr:
Yep you are indeed right. Thanks.

Sometimes it just takes a while to realise it though doesn't it.
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