There a lot of things I've been mulling over recently. My own naivety especially. Until fairly recently I'd let my sense of loneliness make me feel like I was failing in some area of my life. That because i didn't have this tight circle of friends like some people I know that I was inadequate. Shockingly it's taken me too long realise that I need...
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handsolo:
you speak for a lot of us i can assure you.
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aesirr:
Oh I overthink everything, its leading me to bad places. Like right now, I can't imagine feeling lower than I do at this moment, well except for last night.
I'm so glad that (most) people at work think I'm doing a good job and appreciate the effort I put in but... I wish i didn't have to keep working late so much!
Turning into a zombie, can't think of right words to describe things
Turning into a zombie, can't think of right words to describe things
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aesirr:
Aww hope you don't have to keep that going too.
Geoff Hugs!
Geoff Hugs!
luckie:
Cheers for the comment. I havent been online in ges! just looked at the date of that vid and its a year old. Oh my. Need to get online more! Hope all is well? ![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
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How time flies and yet it's only been 3 weeks since my last post. Annoyingly in a bit of a grumpy mood again but that's just hormones...
So what's been happening in the world of Frankie? Well, I've finally managed to meet a guy I reall get on with, feel comfortable around and... he's one of the few Australians in London just here on business!...
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So what's been happening in the world of Frankie? Well, I've finally managed to meet a guy I reall get on with, feel comfortable around and... he's one of the few Australians in London just here on business!...
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aesirr:
Sounds a pretty good time all told there my dear. Hope Aussie chap comes back soon.
bird:
snow!
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Its been a funny old week. Ive been in a bit of a tired, grumpy and stressed out mood most of the time which Ive hated. Its been a long time since Ive let myself feel sorry for myself. Sure I still moan about stuff but I havent really let myself feel particularly troubled by anything. There are still the times when things with my...
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aesirr:
Sounds much the same as my week my dear. Hope this week gets awesome for both of us. Super Geoff Hugs!
Thanks too![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
Thanks too
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Note to self - Do NOT get a crush on a guy who's just broken up with his girlfriend, who is just about to be transferred to another country for a couple of months.
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
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aesirr:
Ah that doesn't sound fun.
Not that I'd know I don't have crushes as such, seems to be love or nothing for me.
Not that I'd know I don't have crushes as such, seems to be love or nothing for me.
Well the New Year is off to a good start. I got me a pay rise, very surprising given the current economic climate I know, but I've been working my butt off so not to sound too big headed but I deserve it! And what better way to treat myself than to renew my subscription to SG.
I have to admit last year was a...
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aesirr:
Hey you, great to see you back and I'm glad the year is off to a good start for you. Long may it continue.
aesirr:
Yeah I admit the prospect of walking it wasn't tempting to me but thankfully we got to just wander round instead.
Much better it was.
Much better it was.
Yay! I've got me a permanent job and a pay rise! Still not vast amounts of cash but enough to move out finally - I hope! Still not sure long-term if professional service marketing is what I want to be doing but seeing as I can get a load of free training might as well give it a shot. Aspects of the work will be...
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stenno:
Hey missy
Glad to hear about the job, and good luck looking at places to live! Where abouts are you looking?
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Wow, so bad at updating again! And even worse at actually commenting on blogs - apologies! Seem to only get the odd 5 minutes to spend not looking for a job/career/campaign material!
Cross fingers will get my contract extended this week, otherwise I've got to find something new again. Which gets me back to the question of what do I want to do?! If only...
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Cross fingers will get my contract extended this week, otherwise I've got to find something new again. Which gets me back to the question of what do I want to do?! If only...
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aesirr:
Fingers duly crossed my dear. I bet you will find that someone eventually, hopefully I will too.
aesirr:
Well I might see what happens lol. Im sure you aren't all that bad lol.
Le sigh. I swear I've been in the worst mood for about 3weeks now. Sure I've still been having some laughs, bday celebrations went well... from what i can remember, but if I stop for 5 minutes I'm just so pissed off and I don't like it! I guess home stresses, job worries and a love life that sucks has all got a little too...
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aesirr:
Sorry to hear its still a bit shoddy. Super Geoff Hugs! You need to go for emotianally open guys like me
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Hope you have a great time in Italy, I want to go there again soon.
I cant remember if I said Happy Birthday, but take that as a belated one.
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Hope you have a great time in Italy, I want to go there again soon.
I cant remember if I said Happy Birthday, but take that as a belated one.
stenno:
Good luck with the boy, hope it's for the best!
Oh and have fun in Italy![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
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Oh and have fun in Italy
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Urgh another rubbish update I'm afraid. Barely find enought time to unwind properly these days let alone make my thoughts a little more comprehensible!
* My brother has had an accident climbing. Lots of broken bones but he's ok, it could've been A LOT worse. Still, he's not going to be able to get around that much for a long time.
* New job is...
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* My brother has had an accident climbing. Lots of broken bones but he's ok, it could've been A LOT worse. Still, he's not going to be able to get around that much for a long time.
* New job is...
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aesirr:
Sorry to hear things are so damn hectic for you at the moment still. I do hope things improve a lot. Birthdays are always a good point to get things happy again and I hope you have a great time.
Hope your brother is ok too, that sounds nasty.
As to the love life if we could control who we were attracted to the world would be a very scary place.
Hope your brother is ok too, that sounds nasty.
As to the love life if we could control who we were attracted to the world would be a very scary place.
stenno:
Boo! Hope the demonstration went well ![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
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