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There a lot of things I've been mulling over recently. My own naivety especially. Until fairly recently I'd let my sense of loneliness make me feel like I was failing in some area of my life. That because i didn't have this tight circle of friends like some people I know that I was inadequate. Shockingly it's taken me too long realise that I need...
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handsolo:
you speak for a lot of us i can assure you.
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aesirr:
Oh I overthink everything, its leading me to bad places. Like right now, I can't imagine feeling lower than I do at this moment, well except for last night.
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I'm so glad that (most) people at work think I'm doing a good job and appreciate the effort I put in but... I wish i didn't have to keep working late so much!

Turning into a zombie, can't think of right words to describe things blackeyed
aesirr:
Aww hope you don't have to keep that going too.

Geoff Hugs!
luckie:
Cheers for the comment. I havent been online in ges! just looked at the date of that vid and its a year old. Oh my. Need to get online more! Hope all is well? biggrin
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How time flies and yet it's only been 3 weeks since my last post. Annoyingly in a bit of a grumpy mood again but that's just hormones...

So what's been happening in the world of Frankie? Well, I've finally managed to meet a guy I reall get on with, feel comfortable around and... he's one of the few Australians in London just here on business!...
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aesirr:
Sounds a pretty good time all told there my dear. Hope Aussie chap comes back soon.
bird:
snow! biggrin
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Its been a funny old week. Ive been in a bit of a tired, grumpy and stressed out mood most of the time which Ive hated. Its been a long time since Ive let myself feel sorry for myself. Sure I still moan about stuff but I havent really let myself feel particularly troubled by anything. There are still the times when things with my...
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aesirr:
Sounds much the same as my week my dear. Hope this week gets awesome for both of us. Super Geoff Hugs!

Thanks too smile
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Note to self - Do NOT get a crush on a guy who's just broken up with his girlfriend, who is just about to be transferred to another country for a couple of months.

*Sigh*

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aesirr:
Ah that doesn't sound fun.

Not that I'd know I don't have crushes as such, seems to be love or nothing for me.
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Well the New Year is off to a good start. I got me a pay rise, very surprising given the current economic climate I know, but I've been working my butt off so not to sound too big headed but I deserve it! And what better way to treat myself than to renew my subscription to SG.

I have to admit last year was a...
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aesirr:
Hey you, great to see you back and I'm glad the year is off to a good start for you. Long may it continue.
aesirr:
Yeah I admit the prospect of walking it wasn't tempting to me but thankfully we got to just wander round instead.

Much better it was.
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Yay! I've got me a permanent job and a pay rise! Still not vast amounts of cash but enough to move out finally - I hope! Still not sure long-term if professional service marketing is what I want to be doing but seeing as I can get a load of free training might as well give it a shot. Aspects of the work will be...
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stenno:
Hey missy biggrin Glad to hear about the job, and good luck looking at places to live! Where abouts are you looking?
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Wow, so bad at updating again! And even worse at actually commenting on blogs - apologies! Seem to only get the odd 5 minutes to spend not looking for a job/career/campaign material!

Cross fingers will get my contract extended this week, otherwise I've got to find something new again. Which gets me back to the question of what do I want to do?! If only...
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aesirr:
Fingers duly crossed my dear. I bet you will find that someone eventually, hopefully I will too.
aesirr:
Well I might see what happens lol. Im sure you aren't all that bad lol.
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Le sigh. I swear I've been in the worst mood for about 3weeks now. Sure I've still been having some laughs, bday celebrations went well... from what i can remember, but if I stop for 5 minutes I'm just so pissed off and I don't like it! I guess home stresses, job worries and a love life that sucks has all got a little too...
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aesirr:
Sorry to hear its still a bit shoddy. Super Geoff Hugs! You need to go for emotianally open guys like me wink .

Hope you have a great time in Italy, I want to go there again soon.

I cant remember if I said Happy Birthday, but take that as a belated one.
stenno:
Good luck with the boy, hope it's for the best! smile
Oh and have fun in Italy biggrin
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Urgh another rubbish update I'm afraid. Barely find enought time to unwind properly these days let alone make my thoughts a little more comprehensible!

* My brother has had an accident climbing. Lots of broken bones but he's ok, it could've been A LOT worse. Still, he's not going to be able to get around that much for a long time.

* New job is...
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aesirr:
Sorry to hear things are so damn hectic for you at the moment still. I do hope things improve a lot. Birthdays are always a good point to get things happy again and I hope you have a great time.

Hope your brother is ok too, that sounds nasty.

As to the love life if we could control who we were attracted to the world would be a very scary place.
stenno:
Boo! Hope the demonstration went well smile